i just still cant..seriously wat i did,wat i eat..is coz i still..sigh..just forget bout it..i just don wanna think of it..i am trying very best..2 mth cant..then make it 3 mth..if still cant make it 4 mth..i believe till one day i sure can make it..well time past fucking fast..3mth + i gonna 21 years old..n i am worry bout my future..already 21 years old..it seem i still havent done anything that people usually consider as a success..well..i think is time to be more hardworking..diz is the only things i can do..this is the result if don wanna study..seriously regret alot..