sigh...

sigh..i ko zai dream tiok her...haihz...

sunday/monday

huhuhu..i sick jor le..@@..got flu,soar throat,headache and cough..sad..n diw few days i find many nice song..is from koda kumi..XD..her song was so nice..but after i heard her song i got some emo..coz is sad song..=.=..swt..and my zho soon...sob...really let her make my mood down le..but nvm ba..i try to wish that miracle come true..i still wishing that moment to come true and i really wish it will come true..and thz for jh from lending me his monitor..XD..and my monitor now got colour back le..nyahaha..

hmm..actually i wonder why my life is so so so bad..last time..when i am around 18..i wish to have a bike..so that i can go far far work..so i can fetch my gf go here go there..and i still remember i promise myself that after i got bike only find gf..but..now i already got bike..but things is still the same..still haven't got work and gf...i really don noe y my life was like that..cant i just have my happy life?i not that greedy..i just wan a work that i like n a gal that i like to be with me..itzit that hard?sigh..y world are so unfair..some ppl are not handsome at all but his gf are good..and some of them..their bf even is a ah tu ah kao..love act pandai pandai..but how also they got a nice gf..but y we diz type of person do not have diz fate?sigh..i just wan a happy life with person i like and a job i like..itzit diz so so so so hard..sometimes i really envy some ppl..they no need think diz n that..just live his/her life happy..haihz..i hate my life..i really hate my life..sigh..my life was full of hatred..can anybody tell me y..haihz..i really down right now but nobody gonna acc me..just my WMP that are playing sad song acc me..haihz..

low low low low..=P

lolz..well well..ntg to write bout today..lolz..wake up around 12pm ++..then eat bath then sleep agian..till 6pm or 7pm kua..LOLZ..coz really tired le..because wednesday nite i when to mois..weee ladies nitez..and sleep at 6am+++in the morning..that nite really best..that nite actually is ah kit friend geh bday party..lolz..actually chun,kevin and ksl planning to go also..but they $$$ problem..so left me alone with ah kit..LOLZ..i was so scare that i will bored at there coz i alone..but lucky no..haha..i meet many news friends on that nitez..XD..after mois around 3am+++ they say gonna have second round at one stop with other friends..duh..i was like har..coz i already low jor..T_T..i mean drunken..haha..till one stop i try to vomit a lil bit out kat toilet..coz scare later go up drink again..@@..but after go up not even 1h we all go mamak eat le..coz that place is for 'sok k' that things eh..=.=..i mean drugs..actually we don noe there is such place..abo we wont go d eh..ah kit say waste car petrol go there nia..haha..and got ppl call us eat..but we keep reject n 5 5 go back..@@..then we all when go mamak..watch MU..lolz..1-0..weeee..then reach home around 5.30am++++..lolz..but seriously i am addited to go clubbing..cham le..T_T..and i still missing you and waiting you..

water festival

well..today wake up early in the morning n go to thailand temple alone..i always wonder y i always go out alone..sigh..cont back my story sin..that temple is near pulau tikus there..coz they are having a water festival at there..so i go see see n pai pai..today is my first time go water festival..ntg special..just like we play spray when xmas nor new year eve..n many thailand ppl go..and i see 2 gina was so chubby..they were taking a water gun shot at ppl..haha..so fun when we were small..no need think things..just need to eat,sleep n play..and they were so discipline although they were very high..not like penang..play till 'bo lor'...


thats the 2 gina..

crying post

hi all..is been a while..i long time bo blog le..lolz.diz feel day still the same..ntg special happen..still haven got work..@@..i mean the job i need eh..lolz..well..actually i am still down and sad..sry for lying u all..i am just showing my happy face to u all but inside my heart is still down n sad..when i hear back dbsk song..i will suddenly start thinking and missing her..but how miss i also just can see her pic..till today..i still haven got any messsage from her..but nvm ba..take times ba..cant do anything but wait..y my life like that..i really sad with my life le..always go out also see many couple and see how lovely my friends with their gf/bf..seriously i very envy them..some ppl are not handsome at all..but his gf are so nice to them..now i realise y work eh ppl mostly of them go bet money for football call prostitute those things..they all are just same as me..coz they are lonely they have nobody but just friends n family..but i wont do those things for sure..diz world is not fair..some ppl have a good bf/gf they don noe appreciate it..but some ppl need a true love but don have..i think i better stop till here..my tears starting coming down..oyasumi and sweet dreams for u guys bad dream for me..

TSUNAMI!!!!

“Hello there. I just wanted 2 let you know that please stay away from the beaches all around in the month of July. There is a prediction that there will be another tsunami hitting on July 22nd. It is also when there will be sun eclipse. Predicted that it is going 2 be really bad and countries like Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines are going 2 be badly hit. Please try and stay away from the beaches in July. Better 2 be safe than sorry. Please pass the word around. Please also pray for all beings.”

sat luen wong..

phew..is been a week i dint write blog..coz busy le..come back work to shi poker n restaurant city le..wakaka..mai kong poker le..so siu siao mia..always small card n keep lose..T_T..hmm..well..i done my job for telling her..but she still not yet give me a message..i already try my best le..sigh..wat wanna do also do jor le..now i just have to wait that time but i don noe when is that time..sigh...i cant forget her sweet smile..any way if u wanna go please remember me..if you feel sad please forget me.haihz..my life my luck are sux..is totally sux..