Saturday, November 27, 2010

well life is full of worry,attitude,anger,thoughts,friendship,envy,happiness,acceptance,despair,confidence,lust,relaxation,purpose,past,appreciation,kindness,fear,responsibility,values,stress,future,wrath,revenge,problems,love,self-esteem,cooperation,faith,cheerfulness,humility,health,greed,health and life is too precious do not destroy it..i believe that no matter how hard it is there is always got a way..of coz i do hate my life..bt for now i am trying to console myself n trying the way out so do u guys/girls =)..we must learn from yesterday,live for today and hope for tomorrow..so live as if your were to die tomorrow,learn as if you were to live forever..=D

Friday, November 26, 2010

i am miss watching movie at cinema such as harry potter,skyline n haunted changi follow on nardia..=(..those harry potter was ok..bt haunted changi must watch at cinema only chi kek n i like to watch such horror movie coz it show that natural spirits..=(..i think i gonna take my 2 tongkat go cinema watch movie le..=D..ahaha..well see how 1st..=)


Thursday, November 25, 2010

from 20th to 27th November --> change your profile picture on Facebook for a cartoon of a hero of your childhood and invite your friends to do so.. During the days, we will celebrate WEEK OF THE RIGHTS OF THE CHILDREN! For a week we will not see a single "real" face on Facebook but it is an invasion of childhood memories!

no wonder so many friends at fb change it..hahaha..welll..i nt gonna celebrate at there but here..=D















i am wondering y i am so naughty itzit coz of shin chan??hehe..it still got many cartoon that i watch but i just too lazy n go search those picture..hahah..well searching all those stuff..it really makes me think back those childhood time..those cartoon..those attitude when mom don wanna buy those cd for me..hahha..it really makes me remind of many things..=D..till now i stop all cartoon bt go for anime and manga..==..such like one piece,naruto,fairy tail,bleach,gundam,soul eater,rave,code gease,shanman king n etc is my all time fav anime(i just cant list all out coz it has many =D)the 1st 3 anime/manga stories never end~~~~=D





mother fucka..life is bored withough .A when free..==..i am just too bored..aww..xmas eve mayb at home eat banana..o0o..1st year like that..lmfao..bt diz year xmas eve dint plan on going gp..hehe..we d got car..wat for go gp..gek gek..we should go more further..well..plan nt yt decide..=D..well..diz sat might go qb station 1 chit chat..=D..is been awhile never been there..hehehe..i wish is nt too late..so i can have my J.CO YOGURT..=D..bt 80% will be late at there..LMFAO..=D

Monday, November 22, 2010

DotA is a team game of normally 5 vs 5 players where each player are eligible to control a character we called heroes with distinct skills and abilities. We could make our choice from about 80-90 heroes choices. If mathematically we calculate there will be N numbers of combination! And we have many items could be bought where each item have their personalized function which add on spices for this game, DotA!
THEREFORE, this game is highly addictive for most of the guys! Please don't doubt my statement here because this is a truth!

Here are the truths for DotA

1. DotA is waste of time
A match of DotA would takes up about 1hour of less (for most of the games unless there are special cases) And normally when a group of friends visit a CC and start to play DotA, there is a very low possibility that they will play for only ONE game. Two games will be a more appropriate number for my calculation here. This means they will spent a least two hours minimum in the CC playing game. This is minimum, REMEMBER!! Some will play for 3,4 hours non stop everyday when they are addicted to it! DotA does not only consist of playing time, but there is also POST MORTEM time where the group of friends will analyze their game (showing off how good are their skills, how their pawn the enemy, criticize their team mates for any mistakes done...etc) after the game ended even after few days few weeks.

2. DotA is a waste of money
The wastage here consists of the money spent in CC (but I do know some players play at home - Garena) and also those extra expenses like snacks, drinks and yam cha's fees. A nominal rate for CC is RM2 / hour where a trip to CC for a player will be about RM 5 - RM10 / trip. Normally, per week the 'attendance' to cc's cost will be about RM 50 - RM100. For addicts, It will be more than RM100 per week. Please don't doubt this statement too. ^^ If you calculate the expenses for Yam Cha and snacks, Hmmmm..............

3. DotA is a waste of energy
DotA takes up a lot of energy of 精神 in chinese. DotA requires a lot of concentration and alert (unless you are a feeder or you jungle a lot) and more and more focus. concentration are needed when you play a team game. When you win, you will want more wins. If you lose, mentally you will be very upset and you will want to play more to win! After every game ended, a player will still have the visual appearances, pictures of the DotA scenes in his mind even when he goes to sleep. This will affect his sleep every night.

4. DotA is a Waste of life
What can you do with perfect skills of DotA? An achievement in the gaming world? Is it what you really want in life?
If it is, continue to play with full commitment and focus! Make that happen in life! If is not, than please reduce it and play with an appropriate scale. Because having a great DotA gains you nothing in the future unless you are a gaming programmer or some other dreams of you will relate to computer gaming. :) If not, you are wasting most of you life playing this game while you could other more meaningful things in life!

5. DotA is a waste of health.
No doubt for this statement. As I mentioned above, DotA will affect you sleep and you will get tired very easily every morning and continue to sleep at unregular time. Normally, most DotA players will sleep 'early' in the morning which is about 4-5am? Perhaps? I did slept at 7,8,9am previously! ^^ When your sleep is irregular, your lifestyle is messed up, and your health will be affected. Meals' time is also messed up and will affect your digestion system!

6. Affects relationship
This is also a true statement unless... your gf... No comment for this. I think everyone will understand this. I experienced this previously too. WHen you are DotAing... everything in this reality world is nothing and your focus is only in the game and to achieve your final goal - WIN the game! So, you will be late to reply sms, din pick up calls, forget about a promise to you partner. It is more acceptable if you are busy with your career or studies but not DotA. I understand the stress and disappointment of the females. But gals, do understand the males too and do not stop them completely. This is impossible!! Haha!

7. Affects studies
This will depends on individuals but mostly YES, it will influence studies. Time management is a subject where most teenagers are not good with it and with the appearance of DotA, this subject will be a definitely failing subject for the us! Haha! We will tend to skip class, tend to skip tutorial, last minute study and one more special case - During finals, we will use DotA for an excuse to relax and release stress. haha!!

8. Affects emotion
Wow... This is a special topic. I am not sure why, maybe a psychology student could comment on my note. We are too emotionally INTO the game and when something happen especially bad things happen, we start to be extremely angry, extremely emotionally and stress out. Bad words, cursing,argument are things we could not avoid in DotA. Lolx!

9. Gain entertainment
Beside all those negative sides, DotA do have it's positive part. We are human too. Life is not about study, working, money or fame or anything. We need to learn how to enjoy life too. Clubbing, DotA, Yam Cha are good social acclivities which I strongly do not disagree. Haha! 人生又都少个十年! Now or Never! Sometimes, we need to relax and enjoy life. DotA do gives us this benefit. We could enjoy our free with with some challenging, enjoyable moments of DotA with friends.

10. Gain of Friendship
This brings us to my last point here, gain of friendship! DotA do helped me to gain a lot of friendship and maintain a lot of friendship. DotA is so special where it became a platform for us male gamers to share our 'experience' , our entertainment time together! We share our sorrows, our happiness and everything through DotA! When we win, we are proud as a team and do showed of sometimes; when we lose, we fight back as a team to gain acknowledgment, pride and sense of fulfillment! Friends are important in life! And DotA do helps you!

HAHAHA...=)

Monday, November 15, 2010

just cant fall asleep coz of certain things..well i really don noe wat happen to babe..wat i wanna say is i am sry..=(..ashiteru

Sunday, November 14, 2010

epic guy with epic lyrics..go hear it..XD



Saturday, November 13, 2010

suddenly wake up in the middle of the nite n feel like blogging..aiks..i gonna be dear..now a days my life was so meaningless..wat i do daily is either sleep,eat,on9 n watch movie..i gonna gain weight back..omfg plz i don wanna bt i just cant control myself..whatever i gonna try my best n not to eat that much..><..weel weekends i did go out n have some fresh air..i just don wanna stay at my hse 23/7..i will be SO DAMN BORED..if u wan me to stay u rather take a knife n kill me..lucky my mom allow me go out ofcoz my babe sometimes will stop me bt she sometimes also allow ba..><..anyway next week gonna be many ppl at gsc coz of that noob hairy potter movie..opsss should be harry potter..XD..last episod was damn bored..wish that diz hp7 will be a nice movie for dec..=P..neway diz is nt the movie i waiting..i am just waiting for next year movie..paranormal activity 2..diz movie is damn epic..=)..just cant wait it..XD



Wednesday, November 10, 2010

doctor said that it takes 1 month ++ to cure..omfg!!!!Jtmh mou gan tai..><..i miss my baby no2..=( i scare she at there will have some new scratch..awww..miss her..ofcoz i do miss baby more then anything..hehehe...=)

Dota - MYM - Meet your masters.



7.xx++ tiny was so kamlan with sladar..=D



sf kk tide ds puck 3.28..o.O nice combo..hehe

Monday, November 8, 2010

fuck you'
yOur mOm'
lyfe.
kelz.
H4K1

rox n wp for yesterday nite..=)

Alice Nine-Ruri No Ame with lyrics



mimi sumaseba hibiite kuru oto wa
shoka no kioku ajisai no kisetsu...

kasa mo sasazu arukou to suru kimi
toonoku senaka, ruri iro no kaori yonde

sayonara wa sukooru no you ni yatte kite
kasukana binetsu wa kimi no sei
bokutachi no tame datte itte te wo furu yo
hoho tsutau kanjyou no ame

nureta mabuta kakusou to shita toki
shizuka ni bureta kimi no shinon wa

nani wo katari nani wo tsutaeyou to
shiteta no darou? kizukenakattane dakara

kumori sora furisosoida ame, shizuku
kanashimi urumu me kakusu tame?
kasa wo sasu te wo saegiri utsumuita
miageteta toumeina sora

hibikiau kokoro no oto mou nakute
kazashita yubisaki todokanai
taisetsuna sono matataki sono koe mo
kaerenai ano toki no mama

-English-
If I strain my ears, the echoing sound is
The memory of early summer, the season of hydrangeas...

You tried to walk away without holding up an umbrella
Your receding figure, lapis lazuli-coloured scent, I was calling out to you

Goodbye comes along like a squall
The faint warmth is because of you
You say it's for our sake, and wave your hand
The rain of emotion streams down my cheek

When I tried to hide my wet eyelids
The sound of your heartbeat trembled in the silence

What should I have said, what should I have
Tried to tell you? I couldn't have noticed, so

The rain that fell from the cloudy sky, these drops
Are they for hiding my sadness and teary eyes?
Holding an umbrella, I covered my eyes with my hand, and cast them down
I looked up at the transparent sky

The heartbeats that resound and blend, they no longer exist
I held my fingers up above my head, I can't reach
That precious flicker, and that voice
We can't go back to the way we were at that time

japan boys always look so sugoiiii..=P

Sunday, November 7, 2010

UTADA HIKARU- FINAL DISTANCE



Ki ni naru noni kikenai
Oyogitsukarete kimi made mukuchi ni naru

Aitai noni mienai nami ni osarete
Mata sukoshi tooku naru

Togirenai you ni Keep it going baby
Onaji kimochi ja nai nara tell me
Muri wa shinai shugi demo
Sukoshi nara shite mitemo ii yo

I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance chijimete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Hitotsu ni wa narenai
I wanna be with you now
Itsu no hi ka distance mo
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
We can start sooner
Yappari I wanna be with you

Hitokoto de konna ni mo kizutsuku kimi wa
Kodoku wo oshiete kureru

Mamorenai toki keep on trying baby
Yakusoku toori ja nai kedo trust me
Muri wa shinai shugi demo
Kimi to narashite mitemo ii yo

I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance mitsumete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Kotoba de tsutaetai
I wanna be with you now
Sono uchi ni distance mo
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
We should stay together
Yappari I need to be with you



I'm anxious but I can't say anything
I'm tired of swimming, even you've become silent

I want to see you, but an invisible wave pushes us
Again, just a little more distance

Try not to stop keep it going baby
If you don't feel the same then tell me
Even if your principle is to not try
It's alright to try a little

I wanna be with you now
Let's shorten the distance with the two of us
We can still make it on time
We can start over
We can't be as one

I wanna be with you
Someday even this distance
We'll be able to embrace
We can start sooner
After all I wanna be with you

You, who gets hurt with a single word
taught me what loneliness is

When you can't protect me keep on trying baby
It's not as I promised but trust me
My principle is to not try but
I would do it for you

I wanna be with you now
Look at our distance with the two of us
We can still make it
We can start over
I want to tell you with words

I wanna be with you now
One day, even the distance
I'll be able to embrace
We should stay together
After all, I need to be with you
life is bored at home..=(..i really really wanna go cc n own some ass..too bad i cant..sigh..family n gf quarantine me at home..bt seriously i am very very very bored at home..=(..i miss my yurnero n dota..=X



aiks quarantine at home diz few day or mayb week..sad sia..and i am so into hanuman amulet..nyahaha...bt parents n gf don give me wear..=(..they say is nt good to wear hanuman amulet..aww..coz it will lost control when angry..><..n my gf say that some more i cant control my temper so will lost control easily..gosh..no hope..=(..there is hanuman pic..=)




wish to have 1 hanuman amulet...=)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

i make her lonely and i cant make her life better..see i am just a failure..i am so speechless..i just don noe wat to say..i come back from work 1st thing is find her bt she..sigh..just forget bout it...i don wanna think it anymore..mayb i am wrong..sry..nitez

Monday, November 1, 2010

is already november..time past so fast..is gonna 2011 very soon very soon..and i am gonna 21 years old very soon bt my 'sip yip' still very bad..awwwww..i don noe call that in english so sry..i gonna be very frustrated bout my 'sip yip' sigh..=(..i wonder y how i gonna improve myself..ofcoz i need a new job..i wondering wat job suit me?i am still thinking of it..=(..i just don wanna work as my dad job anymore i am tired bout it..=(..somebody help me plz..=(