kan!!!wat a night.i cant sleep well yesterday nite..i keep cough cougH couGH coUGH cOUGH and COUGH!!!!gosh..

awww..i suddenly so miss playing clarinet..aiks..bt no chance le..hahaha..last time i use to ownself find notes n play those song i like..bt now no chance le..hahaha..feel like wanna buy 1..bt is expensive..=(

good morning..=)..yesterday nite was tired..n sry ml i dint noe that u still calling me in msn..aiks..that time i d closed screen jor le..n go to bed..really sry..=)..to9 only chat with u har..><..sry sry bout last nite..haha..feel so lazy go work..=X..bt no choices..gek gek..how also must do..tahan 1 more day..then got 2 days holiday..yesh..i will take diz time to rest...=p..well i off to work sin..btw once again sry ml...=(

diz friday i gonna play rush hour..=)..7.20pm movie huh..sure rush like siao lan..gosh..@@

mom..faster back plz..son hungry..LOLZZ..every wednesday n thursday i gonna suffer for FOOD!!!coz mom working..=(

i noe a bitch that she will never change..LMAO..thats my bitch ex..tadaaaaa..i wonder y i last time i so love her..LMAO..well..nvm she just a bitch..=)

i am lying on my bed for 1h+ n thinking wat should i do and i found out that wat for wanna emo so much..awwwww...well..i am trying my best nt to emo..i d 20..i don wanna sad for ntg n something..be matured huh..=)..yea be a matured boy..don wanna thing such nonsense again..coz it make me feel sick..i will make it naturally come..i am sick of it le..well wat was that thing?thats call love..=P..i will try nt to emo anymore..in life nt just love will be happy right..it still got many things will make us happy such as my friends..alcohol n cigarette..gaming with my dear[i mean my 2 dear that is imperator n goliathus]..hearing song with my dear[i mean my 5800]..=P..bt i do envy bout couples..LOLZ..bt i am ok n cool..ntg gonna make me emo from to9..i promise myself..=)..coz they got nothing on you baby..=)

my baby com..=)

meet my new dear..goliathus..=)

well well..today i nearly accident..-.-..if diz time i bang..i might left diz world..i was ridding motor buy my new dear..after buy it wanan back time..thats the time i nearly accident..u guys noe around gama there got a indian temple right..while after the traffic light..i was speeding about 90kmh..=.=..and opposite that road eh %&^$#^# auntie..wanna make a turn inside to that temple..just turn like that..if that auntie late a sec turn i think i will bang her..=.=..so i emergency break..my motor buang and i was trying my very best to make it balance back..lucky ntg happen..well..i just follow her to the indian temple road..n keep hon her..n she keep treat me invisible..=.=..buat tak tau..n she turn left..so i also don wan make things big n i turn right n go back my hse..=)..well nvm..janji i am ok..right?btw..tomoro that naughty zho soon coming back penang le..nyahaha..welcome back..=)

haihz..i am missing u right now..bt i cant do a thing..=(..

i am hungry n bored..=(..gonna try sleep..wish can sleep..=(

cough cough cough!!!keep cough..only nite will cough..awww..bored..=(

mybody is invaded by sickness le..LOLZ..1st invaded me is cough..lolz..lets see which sickness gonna continue invaded me..=P

i am getting bored with my fucking life..i am so lifeless..=(

diz song suit my fucking life..=)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby

not not not nothing on you babe
not not nothing on you
i know you feel where i'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that i've done
most of it really was for the hell of the fun
on the carousel so around i spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how i lost more than i had ever won
and honestly i ended up with none

there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
i'm thinking baby i should get it out
and i don't wanna sound redundant
but i was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cos we don't wanna be a t.v episode (t.v episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby

not not not nothing on you babe
not not nothing on you

hands down there will never be another one
i been around and i never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothing on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it

i've been to london, i've been to paris
even way out there in tokyo
back home down in georgia to new orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
and just like that girl you got me froze (got me froze)
like a nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby

not not not nothing on you babe
not not nothing on you

everywhere i go i'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where i'm at girl you make me wanna sing (sing.sing)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby

not not not nothing on you babe
not not nothing on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride
B O B and bruno mars

aiks..today suey..car air cond spoiled again..n i need to dismantle my air cond compressor my ownself n take for ppl repair..=.=..tomoro gonna install back myself..=(

when i am feeling lonely nobody gonna acc me..wat i can do is lying on my bed hurt myself n cry..=(

to9 was lonely and bored..=(..i wonder how my zho soon at there..=(

hate my life..i need dota pills...when i am sad or start think nonsense dota pills will help me..awwww..hate my life alots..fuck it..=X

fucking bored sunday...=(

to9 was fucking bored..sienz..everybody busy n got their own planing..just me is the 1 at home doing ntg..i am bored today..fuck..don force me go out alone n watch movie or mayb i will go sleep at 10..sienz..bt really wtf..sleep at 10..saturday nite sleep at 10..WTF..

wake up in the morning feel like lazy go to work..i got a headache..my body very sour..haihz..sooner or later i gonna go for hospital..mayb will cause by fall down from ladder..sigh wat a lonely life..=(

today nt a happy day many angry emotion happen today..=(..and i am fucking emo to9..well wat to do..haihz..tired of my fucking life..=(

aww..today work was late..=(..and i freaking tired..aiks..whole body sour..LOLZ..haihz..don noe wat to do le..lolz..some more headache..=(..wish tomoro will be ok..i am fucking emo to9..=(

i feel so lonely..=(

awww..i wonder wats wrong with me today..i just keep scold FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE..i am sad..i sim tia..i tired bout my life..i tired of everything..everythings GOES unperfect..damn it man

and thz to my lai ma n family n ke mak..n really sorry for disturb u all..really sorry..n once of all thz

seriously..............FUCK MY LIFE..y everytime like that..once i keep money and have extra money standby..something are always gonna happen..2 times..2 FUCKING TIMES...last time also like that now also like that..i just hate my fucking life..those extra money i wanna keep till june n sponsor rm400 for mois..now good lo..GOOD..sponsor my ass..now i need a way to keep my money back..fuck fuck..really fucking life..2 n a half month time to keep rm400...nt only rm400..is rm600..another rm200 is for dinner with somebody..i really is fucking speechless........................

o.O..already 10 pm..well..tomoro is monday again..time pass so freaking fast..=(..cant it be more slowly..i need a tattoo,i need a good line,i need to go gym and etc..awww..so many things to think..FML!!!

my dear tikus..<3 u..=D..bt somebody wanna take my dear tikus go cook soup..=(

lol..clash of the titans was awesome..erm i mean starting till the middle part..ending was sux..=.=..bt can say nice pun la..haha..i am just waiting diz end of month..was planing with jh them..1 day watch 2 movie..that is..iron man 2 and ip man 2..i think that day gp gsc will full of ppl..=)..tomoro gonna be a bored day..mom n dad go cheng beng kat ong sung there..so i will be alone at home..bored..chiak ownself again..=(..wish that tomoro nite friends ada plan..if nt i will bored at home..i hate stay at my hse on saturday..LOLZ..neway got to go bath n watch movie..aiks..today feel like don wan sleep early..haha..><..well..nitez..=)

time pass fast..and i still dint have any success in my life..sometimes i do feel i so useless..=(..bt wat can i do..the thing i can do is look forward..better don think so much n go to bed..=)..neway..thz chou bi stupig..=D..nitez n sweet dream..

thz for the chocolate milk n i -1 day work = -1 day salary..=(..awww sad..

i feel like going mois today..bt too bad..no kaki..=(..and i suddenly miss beach..LOLZ..i don noe y..haha..feel like going..><..bt bt..still need till my other half only i only go..=D