shit

gonna addited to cigarette..

what a lonely life

sigh wat a lonely life i have..i think in diz world i am the most useless person in the world..i cant be a success person like my friends..what i need gods wont give me..i am sick of my life..i am just like a toys..need me find me don need me just put me aside..diz is wat i get from my life..soon i gonna be alone..i am the only 1 without a partner when go out with u guys..

tired day..

lol..wee...dad give me rm100..wakaka..coz saturday night i help him till 1.30am..XD..wakaka..means 1.30am just finish work and i dint eat tiok my dinner..LOLZ..2.15am just eat my dinner..T_T..sleep at 3am..wakaka..1 words tired..haha..back to today topic...ntg special today..go cc play dota as usual nia..lolz..then go eat dinner with hau them n go play monopoly with them till 11pm..well..i am the 1st 1 pokai..LOLZ..damn..then go back home after monopoly..haha...well..i tired but i cant sleep..coz u all noe wats the reason right..sigh..thats y i blogging..haihz..gonna go to my bed and lying on there n think things again..@@..nite nite..

i so so so suddenly missing her..aiks..i miss her but i dint say it out...the only thing i can do is say at here and wish her see it..i really don dare send her sms..coz i scare she ignore me..sigh..june 19 gonna meet her..i really don noe how to face it..my friends told me just go..and my zho soon say that if i dint go on that day don call her zho soon..aiks..so i gonna go on that day..mayb some more wanna fetch her..aiks..i am happy bout it but i don noe y i scare to fetch her..sienz...y i so useless..haihz..

today..

lol..today go watch night at the museum 2 with hau,kevin,chun,ksl,,allan,eshley n kuen..lmao..very nice le..must watch movie..haha..whole movie u will just laugh laugh n laugh..lolz.b4 movie start we when to chopper board to eat..lolz..i meet tiok my old old friends soon aik..haha..after that meet tiok nixon..XD..lolz..then after movie meet tiok jeremy yeoh n his gf..lolz..after movie go strike 1..lolz..play dota le..aiks..on training panda..i mean raijin..gonna train him..lolz..after that when for McD greenlane n meet tiok andrew..lol..today meet tiok so many ppl..XD..any way McD greenlane renovation so freaking fast..lolz..i think is about couple or weeks nia..not even month..lolz..so tired now..gonna go sleep..aiks..i gonna pokai again..sienz..T_T..

next outing=watch terminator salvation..

on traning

lolz...got new song hear n sing le..wakaka..on traning singing diz song..eric lin-wo ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei..wakaka..nice song le..go hear it..wakaka..=P

ni wen wo wei shen me
bu zai gei ni an wei
zai han feng zhong man bu you jia bu hui
hao ji tian bu jian mian ye wu suo wei
ni wen wo wei shen me
ba ni de xing tui hui
you ba zhao pian si sui hao bu hou hui
ni wen wo wei le shen me
kai shi he jiu
er qie mei ci dou he zui

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
rang ta jiao ni bao bei

ni wen wo wei shen me
bu zai gei ni an wei
zai han feng zhong man bu you jia bu hui
hao ji tian bu jian mian ye wu suo wei
ni wen wo wei shen me
ba ni de xing tui hui
you ba zhao pian si sui hao bu hou hui
ni wen wo wei le shen me
kai shi he jiu
er qie mei ci dou he zui

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
rang ta jiao ni bao bei

woo~oh no no

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
ni rang ta jiao ni bao bei..

damn suey...

lolz..today damn suey le..wuhuhuh..wake up early in the morning go work..with my STIM face..lolz..hahaha..today i kena 5 suey things..T_T..1st is i dint wear my helmet while sit motor go back office take things..LOLZ..those road some more not lorong kia..is those big roads..haha..is about from gp to my zho soon hse..example le..coz i don noe how many km was it..lolz..when i reach my office i just realise that i dint wear helmet come back..LOLZ..2nd is i step tiok bag eh roller..my last toe eh skin thore off..lolz..bleed alot..haha..3rd is my finger accidentally scratch from don noe wat things..4th is while i driving motor i drop something off..lolz..also not a big deal..take it back..n 5th..gos diz 1..really cham..lolz..i cheong traffic light while it was red..LOLZ...i see traffic light was green for go straight..so i though that turn right eh also green some more those damn motor n car go cheong so i also follow..but when opposite eh car nearly bang me n hon me i just realise that i cheong traffic light..hahaha..and i got many movie to watch..lolz..watch beh liao le..wakaka..got anime la..guai tam la..english movie la..chinese movie la..wakaka..so many movie..but tired to watch..lolz..gek gek..and i can drive jaguh go out le..wakaka..big motor..@@..nice to see but presure banyak..coz i scare fall down la..bang ppl car la..and etc..lolz..but i wont always drive ba..special function only drive..LOLZ..=P..till here..wakaka..go continue watch guai tam le..bubyez..=P

wesak day i saw her ..but just blip my eyes for a while she was gone..wanna see her for a few min also dint have those fate..seriously i miss her alots..

bitch bitch bitch!!!

FUCK OFF AND GET A LIFE BITCH!!!!!

Big Bang-Fool

Yeah (love is breaking) I know girl (you know my situation)
Right time but I can’t (say goodbye)
Girl (our separate ways)
Saying that I love you don’t cha?

Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I don’t have the c-c-c-confidence, don’t fool my t-t-t-two eyes
Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I’m s-s-s-still waiting for you like a f-f-f-fool

The withered rose bouquet, your scent still
Even though I want to erase it, it can’t be erased
Are you leaving only holding vague memories
I loved everything about you
Why are we trying to go down different roads
You should have been truthful, you should have embraced me
I don’t know anything but you, you should have held me, you fool…

I still don’t understand love
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool in front of your door
Hurt and turned away, only my sad image
Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

I love you, I don’t love you
You’re coming back, you’re not coming, I miss you…

Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I don’t have the c-c-c-confidence, don’t fool my t-t-t-two eyes
Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I’m s-s-s-still waiting for you like a f-f-f-fool

I’ve cried all night, I’ve called out to an unresponsive you
I’ve hid avoiding the world, the moment you left I’ve been dying
Still not a single thing has changed
The constantly deepening disease, only I’ve been hurting(This star) is (love) is tiring, you fool

I still don’t understand love
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool in front of your door
Hurt and turned away, only my sad image
Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

Although I’m left alone inside me your memories hold onto me
Don’t separate from the last leaf, grab my hand

Take all of the letters and pictures you gave to me
Even if they’re thrown away they’re never erased from inside me
Because of my hopeful heart I stay up all night again
Will I not be able to let go of this little hope

Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

Oh oh oh oh oh are you just getting farther away
Oh oh oh oh oh only my sad, turned away image

diz song gam sai me..lolz

bitch

sienz..life so meaningless for me nia..sigh..
my currently WMP song

1>fool
2>always
3>make love
4>last farewell
5>lady
6>sunset grow
7>don't understand
8>crazy dog
9>we belong together
10>remember
11>foolish love
12>wonderful
13>look only at me
14>haru haru
15>lie
16>heaven
17>number 1
18>oh,ah,oh
19>good bye baby
20>this love
21>next day
22>V.I.P [1 till here is all big bang songs]
start from 23 is Koda Kumi songs and my japanese n korean song till the end...

too sienz le don noe wanna blog wat..lolz..so blog my wmp songs ba..><..if wan my help to dl song..come..don shy..i wat song also hear..except indian..i will help u dl it n send to u..lolz..coz i wan new song also..=P..well..i am a person that without music will die..^^

FUCK OFF BITCH AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!i will be cold with u bitch..that time don say me lanc or wat fuck things..coz u bitch make me like that..

sunday

lol..well..my hair fringe short jor..T_T..but nice also..=P