Snsd-별별별 [☆★☆]

one two three
again one two three
stars i'm going to go crazy
however much i look,i cant see you oh babe
my two eyes filled with dead tears because of you
all because of you
my crying face alone blurred words oh babe
i promise myself not to cry again but i keep crying
what do i do? [i dont know what do i do]
me like this. [i don't know,i go crazy like this]
all because of you [really because of you]
i cant do anything because
i loved you like a star star star as much as a star
i found you far away
you were a shining star
star star star even if i talk like a star the words aren't right
i'm so frustrated,what do i do
i count one two but the end isn't near oh baby
because of the memories deep inside and my thoughts of you
all the things i couldn't say with you oh babe
to return me to you to send me near you
promise me [please promise me like this]
to the sky [my prayer to the sky]
comfort me [comfort me]
where are you please
star star star tell me star is it over
answer dont just laugh
star star star star please promise me that at least once
that i can fly to my love once again
star star star
uh baby star star star ahh
i loved you like a star star star as much as a star
i found you far away you were a shining star
star star star even if i talk like a star the words aren't right
i'm so frustrated what do i do?

i think i will never be ur man..i think is the time to give up..and i don care bout love anymore coz i am very very tired bout it..wat a great great great fuck life i got..well is ok..coz nobody cares..=)

love is like a drug..its makes u high and hav a lot of illusion and happiness....but in the end it will drag u to HELL!!!

i am tired of you..i dont care anymore..

i hate u..always find u but u don wanna reply..bt when u got problem i always beside u..wat am i acctually?toy?fool?so whatever la..my life was so lifeless..

nyahaha..too free so go to al ikhsan search for my shoe..=P..diz shoe i wan it since 1 year..don noe they still got stock or nt..wish still have..><..i even get diz shoe code 317523172..wish them still got stock..i very like diz shoe..=)

R.I.P

god bless clhs dragon boat team..those ppl are still missing..hope them they will be alive and come back..although i hate clhs ppl..bt..diz is about life n death..year of tiger really suey year..those who i care alot..plz..take care ur own self..don let me worry u guys and gals too much..especially the 1 i love..plz..

save me..i very broke le la..haihz..tomoro hp exp date..no money cant reload..sad sad..aiks..faster next week..my salary will be given on monday nor tuesday..if not i very broke..T_T..eat also no money le

aiming nike shoe rm179..GOSH..lolz..and ofcoz converse shoe also..wakakaa..shirt..i think next week or diz week shopping..=P..cny cny coming..=D

i wanna change my chatting style..i wanna be more amature..=)

i don noe wat to say..wat can i say is i don wanna care..thast all..i really don noe wat to do..sigh..somebody help me?plz..i very confused..plz help me those ppl who view diz blog..plz help..plz plz plz..beg u all!!!!!

so sienz..wat a boring sat nite..T_T..is sunday tomoro..where should i go?any idea?hahaha..i wanna watch ju-on n that paranormal..tomoro try ajak hau them..wakaka

yea like my friends said..mayb she is nt mine..or mayb i am too useless..

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sometimes i do wanna sms her..bt i don noe wat to say..well my heart sometimes is really abit pain..while she sms with other ppl well i do admit myself that i am jealous..bt i cant do anything..for me..feeling is cant force..is mine then is mine..is nt then u do wat things also nt urs..i don noe wat to do..sigh..very complicated..wat can i do now..is just HURT MYSELF..thats all..

wakaka

LOLZ..my jeans size 38..bt now i can wear 35..OYE!!!!!!!!!!!..diz 35size jeans is my form2 jeans bt i cant wear it since i form3 or 4 bt now i can wear it back..LOLZ..keep up the good work..i aint gonna give up..cb terry day day put me 'lang sui' i gonna show u..that i will thin..=P..

dead

i lend u a gun n plz pull the trigger and bang on me plz..i cant survive diz month..i very broke..=.=..i left rm30 for my outing money nia..plz bang me..plz..

i don't care anymore..thats it..sienz with it..

piece of crap..u can esc if u don like to read..

well well..is been awhile..today i was so bored..ntg do..so come blog..haha..well..wat i wanna say..sigh..actually i don noe wat should i do..should i sms her or not?bt for me i choose nt..today is her 1st day go work..i wanna send her a message and ask her how was today..is it tired?bt i don dare..my other feeling is like..scare that i will disturb her or scare that she will reply emo message to me..so i choose nt to send better..i really was caring bout her..bt i really don noe how to show it to her..so wat can i do is just keep in my heart..and emo myself..diz is wat i can do..seriously i wanna give up..bt i just cant stop thinking of her..and i officially missing her every nite..i wanna sms her bt i scare her reply was emo..is like i disturbing her..haihz..i really don noe wat should i do..i noe ppl will say go with the flow?yea i noe..just say it out is easy..bt when u do it..is hard..

and i very hate my family..i do have a family bt for me i think is nt a family..watever i ask bout money..my mom sure bla..they just cant talk nicely n discuss..everytime i say money..she sure bla...thats wat i hate alot..like just now i just saja say cny wanna come le..u wanna give me how many $ to give me buy clothes..and she started to bla..and i say i no money..then she say ur fault..really wtf u noe..cant she discuss nicely..the most i need to noe is y she just cant cincai close 1eye n give me some..just 1 year once..n is cny..should we be happy to buy new shirt right?bt for me i d feel diz year my cny sux alots..my dad is even worst..i don wanna say d..sigh..it makes me more emo..i noe i say my parents like that is wrong..i noe they are only 1..bt sometime i really cant stand it..i noe they are teaching me how to independence bt itzit a lil over??and i am jealous bout 1 things..why other parents can be so friendly with their child,y can talk jokes with them and lastly y they can take out their child to go for shopping??bt me..NEVER go out shopping with my family..sigh

well...i d got things to confused with her..and my family problem some more like that..making more things to confused..diz is wat i got in my life..nobody gonna support me..i was just supporting myself every day every nite..actually nt myself..i noe that some PPL was supporting me as well..thank you..neway..i think i will stop right here..wanna go to take a rest n sleep..nite..yea if wanna talk bout diz thing sms me or msn me..

back for blogging?

lol..yo..is been a month i dint updated..coz i am lazy..haha..aiks..now a days very bored n tired..working mostly got ot..8 9 pm only back home..banyak tired..but salary come is nice..WAKAKA..=P..and and and twilight was sux..LOLZ..banyak boring keep bla bla bla bla..don noe y gals love it alots..lolz...gosh..=P..neway i very regret about something..that is study..haihz..y last time don wan study properly..aiks..keep sleep sleep..haihz..now i wan study also xboleh..T_T..i really wanna go coll study fot chef..bt mom and dad bo support..aiks..scare that i failed and waste their money..but i hate study coz of those sejarah sains those things..is very bored..and study bout chef is like practical more then theory so i think is no problem bt my dad n mom..haihz sad nia..i really wish that they support..i promise i will study properly..bt i think is in dream..T_T..really regret y last time i like that..haihz..to my friends and my cousin that are still studying..plz study baik baik..don be like me..i got a full example to let u all see..time is precious..don waste any of it..=(

it just craping of my day..=P..sry for no pic..i lazy to take..if don like it can move ur mouse to ur top right hand side n press that red x things.=)

woohuuu....so tired..coz i nt enuf sleep while i at flamingo hotel i got 2 room for free =)..1 for terry,ah mui,frantz,rabbit,lochew and shen..then 1 for jh,kevin,ksl,allan and me..so sad i just sleep for 3 or 4hour..coz of jh,kevin,ksl and allan la..actually i already sleep..but i let them luan ka me wake up..i just noe kevin was talking funny things n bullying ksl..and jh keep laugh laugh laugh..and that allan keep call my name..ah hui ah hui gv me a lil place i wanna sleep..duh..=.=..so i was half sleep n half wake n listen them talking..and i suddenly fall alsleep..then while i wake up around 5am i see them sleeping like a pig and i take my revenge i go take off flamingo card so it wont got electric to come so so so ma no AIR COND lo..wakaka..then i go to my friends room terry there..they all are awake..coz frantz going to work..lolz..after frantz n rabbit go back..then i keep lying on their bed..and finally i got a good sleep till 9 something..wakaka..then go to jh room and get scold by allan choo..wakaka..say he suddenly feel so hot while sleeping..wakaka..=P..after that terry n ah mui leaving..then shen n kevin..then us..LOLZ..after that we go gp to have our lunch..kim gary..i order chess baked rice and milo milk shake..wakaka..diz 2 dish is my fav at kim gary..=)..after that go see w995 got chg price bo..and the answer is got..wakaka..1.8k to 1.6k ori..so i was planning to buy ap so price will be 1.2k or 1.3k aneh nia..wakaka..cant wait next month..=)..after that go watch movie pandorum..that movie was so so so stupid..it make me sleep at cinema..LOLZ..after movie we go back to home..it was enjoy with my friends diz week..=)

=D..

Ready to flow,ready to go,Ready for the spot light and ready for the show

=D

I will always waiting for you..all day i wait for you...=D

09.09.09

well..today is a good day..09.09.09..haha..neway..yesterday while i sleep..i got a sweet dream...lolz..i think diz dream i will nvm forget..=D..wanna noe wats the dream msn or sms me..=P..b4 i forget good luck zho soon,kiam,ker lin n those are sitting for exam..=D..+U+U..today i am in good mood..hope that today nobody destroy my mood..=D..coz of diz dream..i am damn happy..till here..gonna go bath n eat then pi kerja..bubyez..=D

<3 today..loves alot..=D

the unbelievable

guai tam..diz movie is nice..wakaka..must watch..=D..seriously i nearly wanna vomit due to some things..wakaka..u all go see then u all will noe le..=X

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nice..get abandon...=D

sienz nia..

haihz..sad nia..i failed my jpj..T_T


nyahaha..=P[u can enlarge those pic]

GD

g-dragon song rox..XD

ne ne ni bu bu..LOLZ

well..is been awhile..wakaka..i too lazy to blog and busy with my movie..i got bunch of movie need to follow up =.=..nt like my zho soon...day day blog nia so eng..XD..well ntg much..bt bunch of random pics..=P

diz few day work at general hospital..can see those words?here is the words..XD..h1n1..my work area near here..=Psilly worker..=.=..One piece..lolz..diz movie rox..rushing diz movie..LMAO..i just watch till 5x episod..diz movie got 3xx or 4xx epi le..still long way to go..XD..btw thz lochew..=Pi am addited to diz freaking donuts..LOLZ..mostly every week i go buy..LOLZ..gonna stop that..if not i gonna become fatter..=P
Big bang G-dragon solo album dah out and also Big bang gara gara go album is out too..wakaka..n is dling from my friends..thz ting shen..btw too bad for kiam..she cant get to hear it..ne ne ni bu bu..=P..here are those list album..

G-Dragon solo album
1. 소년이여
2. Heartbreaker
3. Breathe
4. Butterfly (feat. Jin Jung)
5. Hello (feat. Sandara)
6. Gossip Man (feat. Kim Gun Mo)
7. Korean Dream (feat. Taeyang)
8. The Leaders (feat. Teddy, CL)
9. She's Gone (feat. Kush)
10. 1년 정거장

Big Bang Gara Gara Go!! album
1.Intro
2.ガラガラ GO!!
3.Bringing You Love
4.MY HEAVEN
5.Stay
6.Top Of The World
7.Follow Me
8.Baby Baby -Japanese Version-
9.Emotion
10.Love Club
11.Always -Japanese Version-

Oye

Oye..already august le..n big bang album gonna release on august 19..wakaka..n august 18 is G-Dragon solo album..weeeee..faster faster go to diz 2 days..gek gek..neway..dbsk de problem..wish them wont be disband..lolz..here are the album song..

01. Intro
02. Gara Gara Go!!
03. Bringing You Love
04. My Heaven
05. Stay
06. Top Of The World
07. Follow Me
08. Baby Baby (Japanese Version)
09. Emotion
10. Love Club
11. Always (Japanese Version)

CANT WAIT IT!!!!!

tolarate enough

i wonder y my life was always like that..y i am always just like a fool for them?1stly i though is just only her that do me such things..bt now..sigh..i feel that some of them are just the same like her..i was always like a toy for them..when need me find me,don need me just leave me alone like that..really wat the hell..

now a days i am very annoying bout some ppl..she was so FUCK annoying..she is my friends that like me very much(wats so good of me?sry i tottally no FEELING with ya)..and we already lost contact for tons of years..bt too bad..when go car theory i meet her..sigh....now a days she every day send me message..call me remmeber eat la..don forget eat la some more got many i lazy to list it out..really wtf..hey gal..I AM 19 I NOT 3 YEARS OLD BOY..fuck..now thin min hui is nt like last time..so fucking SOFT HEARTED..i already dint reply u can u just stop keep sms me..cant u just fuck off from my life?bt u just like nt giving up..don make me 1 day scold u..i rarely rarely rarely scold ppl..u don like me when i am fucking angry..a words for ya..fuck off n get ur own life bitch..

no more any surprise..gonna give up soon..tolarate enough..