tolarate enough

i wonder y my life was always like that..y i am always just like a fool for them?1stly i though is just only her that do me such things..bt now..sigh..i feel that some of them are just the same like her..i was always like a toy for them..when need me find me,don need me just leave me alone like that..really wat the hell..

now a days i am very annoying bout some ppl..she was so FUCK annoying..she is my friends that like me very much(wats so good of me?sry i tottally no FEELING with ya)..and we already lost contact for tons of years..bt too bad..when go car theory i meet her..sigh....now a days she every day send me message..call me remmeber eat la..don forget eat la some more got many i lazy to list it out..really wtf..hey gal..I AM 19 I NOT 3 YEARS OLD BOY..fuck..now thin min hui is nt like last time..so fucking SOFT HEARTED..i already dint reply u can u just stop keep sms me..cant u just fuck off from my life?bt u just like nt giving up..don make me 1 day scold u..i rarely rarely rarely scold ppl..u don like me when i am fucking angry..a words for ya..fuck off n get ur own life bitch..

no more any surprise..gonna give up soon..tolarate enough..

bon odori

early in the morning go take photo again..LOLZ..new photo..diz time really nice le..coz last time i take eh photo all bo nice eh..now eh nice jor..wakaka..very like it..=P..then go cc alone dota dota n dota till bout 2 pm go eat my brunch then go car teory..omg..really fuck bored..keep on tuku..LOLZ..n they said 3pm start...but go till there wait them 1 hour only start..so diu..waste my time..till 6.30pm..wakaka..then i kin kin lap go hse bath n pia go esplanet again for bon odori..weee..quite sienz le..walk walk walk then see tiok ppl wear a mask like death note L wear de..then feel like buying it..so i wasted rm20 coupon..wakaka....itu mask rm12 le..so left rm 8 buy 3 grape water..nt nice de..n rm5 for japan food..something like nugget that small nia..hahaha..bt is nice..XD..then walk walk kap lui..then 10pm is time for hanabi..=P..then when to eat my dinner..and u noe wat i saw..i saw 3 gothic ppl 2 boy 1 gal..walao..so so so cacat..itu boy wear like gal then some more his hair was like rainbow..=.=..n u noe wat his mouth sucking..LOLZ..whinnie pooh cut cut tao..another boy quite ok ba..then itu gal..fuyoh...so so so so kawaii..XD..really damn cute..hahaha...then after than belah go home le..XD..

label = harry potter & kfc

sad

mood 100% dwn to 0%

misssing her & it

missing her badly wondering when only can meet with her..
and my dear phn when u come back..lolz..miss u too...=P..
day by day pass now already july..soon gonna reach year 2010...y time past so fast..lolz..neway found a mv taht are very nice..from big bang-a fool only tear..nice lyrics,nice song,nice car and ofcoz nice dance..neway gonna go sleep..hehe..good nitez n sweet dream..

=.=

shit..today was so swt..while i sleep i dream a night mare..LOLZ...totally a night mare...hmm..i was alone sitting a lift..and those lift..is like gt mirror..LOLZ..something like reflection..and i say myself can move..from the mirror reflection..LOLZ...really wth!!!!such dream..-.-..give me sweet dream ma..XD

bday end..

hahaha...finnaly my bday dah over tu..lolz..getting older n older..ntg special bout my bday..lolz..=P..don wanna say to much bout my bday..coz is quite a bad day..LOLZ..aiya just don wan think bout it..LOLZ...i miss my phone..=.=...

Memories of Michael Jackson

Michael Joseph Jackson (born August 29, 1958) is an American recording artist, entertainer, and businessman. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop" in subsequent years, five of his solo studio albums have become some of the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Thriller (1982), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995). Died on June 25, 2009 of a heart attack.


rest in peace MJ..

happy birthday

happy bday to u 2..wakakaka...wc=21/6 and jh=25/6..i wait till today coz i can put diz evi pic..nyahahaha...don be mad..=P..gek gek..

sad case

sienz..early in the morning d sad sad tei d..now totally feel sad n down..don noe wats wrong with me..haihz..i feel very lonely..don noe y..haihz..i think is time to go to my bed lying at there hearing sad song n....thats all..really down..

i hate sunday

seriously i lu lai lu gin sunday le..for other ppl mayb fun..but me BORED..whole day just sit at home..if not le jiu go cc dota..y my life so sienz de..sienz with my fucking life le..meaningless life..

dbsk new song

wakaka..dbsk got new song le..stand by u..nice song..wakaka..here is the lyrics n translation..=P...

LyRiCs
JJ: Kimi ga sayonara wo tsugezuni dete itta ano hi kara
Kono machi no keshiki ya midori ga kawatta ki ga suru yo
YH: Kimi no subete ni naritai to kawashita yakusoku mo
Hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau

CM: Hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki
Sugu ni tonde ikeba ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta
YC: Dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta daisuki tte
Kimi he no omoi wo afure dashita kotoba wa mou ima wa todokana

JJ: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku o kite? Nani shite waratterun darou?
JS: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotte iru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

YH: Musun da kami no ushirosugata ni kimi o kasanete furikaeru shiranu dare ka ni nandomo kangae shita
CM: Chakushin ga atta kimi no namae kitai shitariKakkowarui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo

JJ: Wasurerarenai ni de uso de hontou wa wasuretakunai dake tsuyogari boku rashiisa naraba mou iranai

JS: Kimi ga inakya nani ni mo kanjinai shiawase tte
Dou ganbatte mite mo koboreochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai

YC: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku wo kite? Nani shite waratterun darou
JJ: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Dakara ima koushite boku wa mata hitori kimi no namae yonderu
CM: Kore ijou setsunasa wo dakishimete ikeru wake nado nai yo
Demo sore shika nai n dayo

JJ: Kimi ga iru dake de kagayaite mieta ano koro wa nido to modotte wa konai kedo
JS: Nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushinatte mo kimi wo aishita koto kesshite wasuretakunai

YC: Kimi ga doko ni ite, dare to doko ni ite, donna yume wo mite, nani shite waratteite mo
JJ: Zutto koko ni ite, ima mo koko ni ite, kimi to itsu no hi ni ka aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
JS: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
JJ: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

TrAnSlAtIoN
Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourse
lf back then,if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

19/6/09

lolz..diz is the day that my ex school brother gonna retired..LOLZ..n it is the last brother jor..lolz..at nite i when to sxi band concert with kiam,zho soon and hau..lolz..diz concert is a tribute to Rev.Bro.Paul Ho..hahaha...well..diz concert quite nice..hahaha..not bad..well done sximb..and my hand got blue black..thz to kiam n zho soon..=.=...some more i sit between kiam n zho soon...such a pain..hahaha..XD..i cant wait next week..transformer..lolz..wah mau pi watch..wakaka..XD

gundam..

lolz..really wish to have a gundam toy at my home..LOLZ..i wan cherudim gundam..wakaka..i wan i wan..but in dream..-.-..that gundam cost me rm1xx or rm2xx..LOLZ..so i cant afford it..so in dream nia..XD..or in my com pic..LOLZ..=P..and i very respect those design their own gundam and publish at gp new wing there..lolz..their design really geng..lolz.

diz gundam is own design from ppl..diz gundam is from freedom gundam if no wrong but they just change their colouring n armour..it become like unknown gundam..geng..

yesterday 2

well..go taiping with family..1 word..bored..=.=..wont go next time for sure..LOLZ..i am the most youngest in the bus..the rest..LMAO..grandma..=.=..go there see temple la..wat la..eat la..lolz..i go coz of the 18 chang tei yok nia..if not i also wont go..lolz..dint have many pic..coz dad don give take picture of 18 chang tei yok..T_T..

diz tai pao very big..=.=..see tiok jor also full le..no need eat..XD

one of the temple take pic eh..they say like dragon wor..LOLZ

chinese words..xtau tengok..XD

mood ok back

lolz..mood back to normal..thz to eminem new song mv..lolz..we made you..and i found my mild seven..=P

mou mood

sienz no mood..sleepy..quite angry..fuck..where is my mild seven..zzzzz..forget put where..sienz..

yesterday

7/6/09 sunday

today is fun..hahaha..go cc play dota with bola n baby at gg..lolz..y fun?coz got a nice nice nice game with them..haha..that game is about 1 hour +++++ only finish..no leaver..5 v 5..wakaka..opponents hero is centaur,vengeful,nerubian assasin,lion and wind runner and our hero is zeus(me),huskar(bola),stealth assasin(baby),rasta and bounty hunter..wakaka..when middle game..we get pawn like shit..but when 45min+++ situation start change..lolz..and play play play so on..we win the game..haha..really long time dint have such nice game..=P..

kin jit...LMAO

aiks..today was so so so so tired..coz after work direct go play football..XD..and today is damn suey le..lolz..while my friends fetch me that damn chemical pour a little bit out on to my leg..damn..it was fucking pain..lolz..2nd is my ear phone..lolz..finally lost..T_T..but i buy a new 1..original it cos me rm60..=.=..but nvm..is nice..XD..those music bass is back..wakaka..my ear drum gonna gg again..XD..btw tq zho soon...^^..don ask me y tq a..coz i don noe also..feel like saying coz of that that blog..><..

disappointing..

entertaiment is more important then friendship..nobody gonna hear my sadness like last time..like i say for my last previous post..i gonna be alone soon..

congratz

congratz khor soong liang..wakaka..u are not single jor..gxgxgx..=P

shit

gonna addited to cigarette..

what a lonely life

sigh wat a lonely life i have..i think in diz world i am the most useless person in the world..i cant be a success person like my friends..what i need gods wont give me..i am sick of my life..i am just like a toys..need me find me don need me just put me aside..diz is wat i get from my life..soon i gonna be alone..i am the only 1 without a partner when go out with u guys..

tired day..

lol..wee...dad give me rm100..wakaka..coz saturday night i help him till 1.30am..XD..wakaka..means 1.30am just finish work and i dint eat tiok my dinner..LOLZ..2.15am just eat my dinner..T_T..sleep at 3am..wakaka..1 words tired..haha..back to today topic...ntg special today..go cc play dota as usual nia..lolz..then go eat dinner with hau them n go play monopoly with them till 11pm..well..i am the 1st 1 pokai..LOLZ..damn..then go back home after monopoly..haha...well..i tired but i cant sleep..coz u all noe wats the reason right..sigh..thats y i blogging..haihz..gonna go to my bed and lying on there n think things again..@@..nite nite..

i so so so suddenly missing her..aiks..i miss her but i dint say it out...the only thing i can do is say at here and wish her see it..i really don dare send her sms..coz i scare she ignore me..sigh..june 19 gonna meet her..i really don noe how to face it..my friends told me just go..and my zho soon say that if i dint go on that day don call her zho soon..aiks..so i gonna go on that day..mayb some more wanna fetch her..aiks..i am happy bout it but i don noe y i scare to fetch her..sienz...y i so useless..haihz..

today..

lol..today go watch night at the museum 2 with hau,kevin,chun,ksl,,allan,eshley n kuen..lmao..very nice le..must watch movie..haha..whole movie u will just laugh laugh n laugh..lolz.b4 movie start we when to chopper board to eat..lolz..i meet tiok my old old friends soon aik..haha..after that meet tiok nixon..XD..lolz..then after movie meet tiok jeremy yeoh n his gf..lolz..after movie go strike 1..lolz..play dota le..aiks..on training panda..i mean raijin..gonna train him..lolz..after that when for McD greenlane n meet tiok andrew..lol..today meet tiok so many ppl..XD..any way McD greenlane renovation so freaking fast..lolz..i think is about couple or weeks nia..not even month..lolz..so tired now..gonna go sleep..aiks..i gonna pokai again..sienz..T_T..

next outing=watch terminator salvation..

on traning

lolz...got new song hear n sing le..wakaka..on traning singing diz song..eric lin-wo ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei..wakaka..nice song le..go hear it..wakaka..=P

ni wen wo wei shen me
bu zai gei ni an wei
zai han feng zhong man bu you jia bu hui
hao ji tian bu jian mian ye wu suo wei
ni wen wo wei shen me
ba ni de xing tui hui
you ba zhao pian si sui hao bu hou hui
ni wen wo wei le shen me
kai shi he jiu
er qie mei ci dou he zui

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
rang ta jiao ni bao bei

ni wen wo wei shen me
bu zai gei ni an wei
zai han feng zhong man bu you jia bu hui
hao ji tian bu jian mian ye wu suo wei
ni wen wo wei shen me
ba ni de xing tui hui
you ba zhao pian si sui hao bu hou hui
ni wen wo wei le shen me
kai shi he jiu
er qie mei ci dou he zui

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
rang ta jiao ni bao bei

woo~oh no no

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
ni rang ta jiao ni bao bei..

damn suey...

lolz..today damn suey le..wuhuhuh..wake up early in the morning go work..with my STIM face..lolz..hahaha..today i kena 5 suey things..T_T..1st is i dint wear my helmet while sit motor go back office take things..LOLZ..those road some more not lorong kia..is those big roads..haha..is about from gp to my zho soon hse..example le..coz i don noe how many km was it..lolz..when i reach my office i just realise that i dint wear helmet come back..LOLZ..2nd is i step tiok bag eh roller..my last toe eh skin thore off..lolz..bleed alot..haha..3rd is my finger accidentally scratch from don noe wat things..4th is while i driving motor i drop something off..lolz..also not a big deal..take it back..n 5th..gos diz 1..really cham..lolz..i cheong traffic light while it was red..LOLZ...i see traffic light was green for go straight..so i though that turn right eh also green some more those damn motor n car go cheong so i also follow..but when opposite eh car nearly bang me n hon me i just realise that i cheong traffic light..hahaha..and i got many movie to watch..lolz..watch beh liao le..wakaka..got anime la..guai tam la..english movie la..chinese movie la..wakaka..so many movie..but tired to watch..lolz..gek gek..and i can drive jaguh go out le..wakaka..big motor..@@..nice to see but presure banyak..coz i scare fall down la..bang ppl car la..and etc..lolz..but i wont always drive ba..special function only drive..LOLZ..=P..till here..wakaka..go continue watch guai tam le..bubyez..=P

wesak day i saw her ..but just blip my eyes for a while she was gone..wanna see her for a few min also dint have those fate..seriously i miss her alots..

bitch bitch bitch!!!

FUCK OFF AND GET A LIFE BITCH!!!!!

Big Bang-Fool

Yeah (love is breaking) I know girl (you know my situation)
Right time but I can’t (say goodbye)
Girl (our separate ways)
Saying that I love you don’t cha?

Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I don’t have the c-c-c-confidence, don’t fool my t-t-t-two eyes
Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I’m s-s-s-still waiting for you like a f-f-f-fool

The withered rose bouquet, your scent still
Even though I want to erase it, it can’t be erased
Are you leaving only holding vague memories
I loved everything about you
Why are we trying to go down different roads
You should have been truthful, you should have embraced me
I don’t know anything but you, you should have held me, you fool…

I still don’t understand love
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool in front of your door
Hurt and turned away, only my sad image
Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

I love you, I don’t love you
You’re coming back, you’re not coming, I miss you…

Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I don’t have the c-c-c-confidence, don’t fool my t-t-t-two eyes
Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I’m s-s-s-still waiting for you like a f-f-f-fool

I’ve cried all night, I’ve called out to an unresponsive you
I’ve hid avoiding the world, the moment you left I’ve been dying
Still not a single thing has changed
The constantly deepening disease, only I’ve been hurting(This star) is (love) is tiring, you fool

I still don’t understand love
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool in front of your door
Hurt and turned away, only my sad image
Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

Although I’m left alone inside me your memories hold onto me
Don’t separate from the last leaf, grab my hand

Take all of the letters and pictures you gave to me
Even if they’re thrown away they’re never erased from inside me
Because of my hopeful heart I stay up all night again
Will I not be able to let go of this little hope

Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

Oh oh oh oh oh are you just getting farther away
Oh oh oh oh oh only my sad, turned away image

diz song gam sai me..lolz

bitch

sienz..life so meaningless for me nia..sigh..
my currently WMP song

1>fool
2>always
3>make love
4>last farewell
5>lady
6>sunset grow
7>don't understand
8>crazy dog
9>we belong together
10>remember
11>foolish love
12>wonderful
13>look only at me
14>haru haru
15>lie
16>heaven
17>number 1
18>oh,ah,oh
19>good bye baby
20>this love
21>next day
22>V.I.P [1 till here is all big bang songs]
start from 23 is Koda Kumi songs and my japanese n korean song till the end...

too sienz le don noe wanna blog wat..lolz..so blog my wmp songs ba..><..if wan my help to dl song..come..don shy..i wat song also hear..except indian..i will help u dl it n send to u..lolz..coz i wan new song also..=P..well..i am a person that without music will die..^^

FUCK OFF BITCH AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!i will be cold with u bitch..that time don say me lanc or wat fuck things..coz u bitch make me like that..

sunday

lol..well..my hair fringe short jor..T_T..but nice also..=P