bday end..

hahaha...finnaly my bday dah over tu..lolz..getting older n older..ntg special bout my bday..lolz..=P..don wanna say to much bout my bday..coz is quite a bad day..LOLZ..aiya just don wan think bout it..LOLZ...i miss my phone..=.=...

Memories of Michael Jackson

Michael Joseph Jackson (born August 29, 1958) is an American recording artist, entertainer, and businessman. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop" in subsequent years, five of his solo studio albums have become some of the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Thriller (1982), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995). Died on June 25, 2009 of a heart attack.


rest in peace MJ..

happy birthday

happy bday to u 2..wakakaka...wc=21/6 and jh=25/6..i wait till today coz i can put diz evi pic..nyahahaha...don be mad..=P..gek gek..

sad case

sienz..early in the morning d sad sad tei d..now totally feel sad n down..don noe wats wrong with me..haihz..i feel very lonely..don noe y..haihz..i think is time to go to my bed lying at there hearing sad song n....thats all..really down..

i hate sunday

seriously i lu lai lu gin sunday le..for other ppl mayb fun..but me BORED..whole day just sit at home..if not le jiu go cc dota..y my life so sienz de..sienz with my fucking life le..meaningless life..

dbsk new song

wakaka..dbsk got new song le..stand by u..nice song..wakaka..here is the lyrics n translation..=P...

LyRiCs
JJ: Kimi ga sayonara wo tsugezuni dete itta ano hi kara
Kono machi no keshiki ya midori ga kawatta ki ga suru yo
YH: Kimi no subete ni naritai to kawashita yakusoku mo
Hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau

CM: Hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki
Sugu ni tonde ikeba ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta
YC: Dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta daisuki tte
Kimi he no omoi wo afure dashita kotoba wa mou ima wa todokana

JJ: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku o kite? Nani shite waratterun darou?
JS: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotte iru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

YH: Musun da kami no ushirosugata ni kimi o kasanete furikaeru shiranu dare ka ni nandomo kangae shita
CM: Chakushin ga atta kimi no namae kitai shitariKakkowarui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo

JJ: Wasurerarenai ni de uso de hontou wa wasuretakunai dake tsuyogari boku rashiisa naraba mou iranai

JS: Kimi ga inakya nani ni mo kanjinai shiawase tte
Dou ganbatte mite mo koboreochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai

YC: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku wo kite? Nani shite waratterun darou
JJ: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Dakara ima koushite boku wa mata hitori kimi no namae yonderu
CM: Kore ijou setsunasa wo dakishimete ikeru wake nado nai yo
Demo sore shika nai n dayo

JJ: Kimi ga iru dake de kagayaite mieta ano koro wa nido to modotte wa konai kedo
JS: Nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushinatte mo kimi wo aishita koto kesshite wasuretakunai

YC: Kimi ga doko ni ite, dare to doko ni ite, donna yume wo mite, nani shite waratteite mo
JJ: Zutto koko ni ite, ima mo koko ni ite, kimi to itsu no hi ni ka aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
JS: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
JJ: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

TrAnSlAtIoN
Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourse
lf back then,if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

19/6/09

lolz..diz is the day that my ex school brother gonna retired..LOLZ..n it is the last brother jor..lolz..at nite i when to sxi band concert with kiam,zho soon and hau..lolz..diz concert is a tribute to Rev.Bro.Paul Ho..hahaha...well..diz concert quite nice..hahaha..not bad..well done sximb..and my hand got blue black..thz to kiam n zho soon..=.=...some more i sit between kiam n zho soon...such a pain..hahaha..XD..i cant wait next week..transformer..lolz..wah mau pi watch..wakaka..XD

gundam..

lolz..really wish to have a gundam toy at my home..LOLZ..i wan cherudim gundam..wakaka..i wan i wan..but in dream..-.-..that gundam cost me rm1xx or rm2xx..LOLZ..so i cant afford it..so in dream nia..XD..or in my com pic..LOLZ..=P..and i very respect those design their own gundam and publish at gp new wing there..lolz..their design really geng..lolz.

diz gundam is own design from ppl..diz gundam is from freedom gundam if no wrong but they just change their colouring n armour..it become like unknown gundam..geng..

yesterday 2

well..go taiping with family..1 word..bored..=.=..wont go next time for sure..LOLZ..i am the most youngest in the bus..the rest..LMAO..grandma..=.=..go there see temple la..wat la..eat la..lolz..i go coz of the 18 chang tei yok nia..if not i also wont go..lolz..dint have many pic..coz dad don give take picture of 18 chang tei yok..T_T..

diz tai pao very big..=.=..see tiok jor also full le..no need eat..XD

one of the temple take pic eh..they say like dragon wor..LOLZ

chinese words..xtau tengok..XD

mood ok back

lolz..mood back to normal..thz to eminem new song mv..lolz..we made you..and i found my mild seven..=P

mou mood

sienz no mood..sleepy..quite angry..fuck..where is my mild seven..zzzzz..forget put where..sienz..

yesterday

7/6/09 sunday

today is fun..hahaha..go cc play dota with bola n baby at gg..lolz..y fun?coz got a nice nice nice game with them..haha..that game is about 1 hour +++++ only finish..no leaver..5 v 5..wakaka..opponents hero is centaur,vengeful,nerubian assasin,lion and wind runner and our hero is zeus(me),huskar(bola),stealth assasin(baby),rasta and bounty hunter..wakaka..when middle game..we get pawn like shit..but when 45min+++ situation start change..lolz..and play play play so on..we win the game..haha..really long time dint have such nice game..=P..

kin jit...LMAO

aiks..today was so so so so tired..coz after work direct go play football..XD..and today is damn suey le..lolz..while my friends fetch me that damn chemical pour a little bit out on to my leg..damn..it was fucking pain..lolz..2nd is my ear phone..lolz..finally lost..T_T..but i buy a new 1..original it cos me rm60..=.=..but nvm..is nice..XD..those music bass is back..wakaka..my ear drum gonna gg again..XD..btw tq zho soon...^^..don ask me y tq a..coz i don noe also..feel like saying coz of that that blog..><..

disappointing..

entertaiment is more important then friendship..nobody gonna hear my sadness like last time..like i say for my last previous post..i gonna be alone soon..

congratz

congratz khor soong liang..wakaka..u are not single jor..gxgxgx..=P

shit

gonna addited to cigarette..

what a lonely life

sigh wat a lonely life i have..i think in diz world i am the most useless person in the world..i cant be a success person like my friends..what i need gods wont give me..i am sick of my life..i am just like a toys..need me find me don need me just put me aside..diz is wat i get from my life..soon i gonna be alone..i am the only 1 without a partner when go out with u guys..

tired day..

lol..wee...dad give me rm100..wakaka..coz saturday night i help him till 1.30am..XD..wakaka..means 1.30am just finish work and i dint eat tiok my dinner..LOLZ..2.15am just eat my dinner..T_T..sleep at 3am..wakaka..1 words tired..haha..back to today topic...ntg special today..go cc play dota as usual nia..lolz..then go eat dinner with hau them n go play monopoly with them till 11pm..well..i am the 1st 1 pokai..LOLZ..damn..then go back home after monopoly..haha...well..i tired but i cant sleep..coz u all noe wats the reason right..sigh..thats y i blogging..haihz..gonna go to my bed and lying on there n think things again..@@..nite nite..

i so so so suddenly missing her..aiks..i miss her but i dint say it out...the only thing i can do is say at here and wish her see it..i really don dare send her sms..coz i scare she ignore me..sigh..june 19 gonna meet her..i really don noe how to face it..my friends told me just go..and my zho soon say that if i dint go on that day don call her zho soon..aiks..so i gonna go on that day..mayb some more wanna fetch her..aiks..i am happy bout it but i don noe y i scare to fetch her..sienz...y i so useless..haihz..

today..

lol..today go watch night at the museum 2 with hau,kevin,chun,ksl,,allan,eshley n kuen..lmao..very nice le..must watch movie..haha..whole movie u will just laugh laugh n laugh..lolz.b4 movie start we when to chopper board to eat..lolz..i meet tiok my old old friends soon aik..haha..after that meet tiok nixon..XD..lolz..then after movie meet tiok jeremy yeoh n his gf..lolz..after movie go strike 1..lolz..play dota le..aiks..on training panda..i mean raijin..gonna train him..lolz..after that when for McD greenlane n meet tiok andrew..lol..today meet tiok so many ppl..XD..any way McD greenlane renovation so freaking fast..lolz..i think is about couple or weeks nia..not even month..lolz..so tired now..gonna go sleep..aiks..i gonna pokai again..sienz..T_T..

next outing=watch terminator salvation..

on traning

lolz...got new song hear n sing le..wakaka..on traning singing diz song..eric lin-wo ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei..wakaka..nice song le..go hear it..wakaka..=P

ni wen wo wei shen me
bu zai gei ni an wei
zai han feng zhong man bu you jia bu hui
hao ji tian bu jian mian ye wu suo wei
ni wen wo wei shen me
ba ni de xing tui hui
you ba zhao pian si sui hao bu hou hui
ni wen wo wei le shen me
kai shi he jiu
er qie mei ci dou he zui

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
rang ta jiao ni bao bei

ni wen wo wei shen me
bu zai gei ni an wei
zai han feng zhong man bu you jia bu hui
hao ji tian bu jian mian ye wu suo wei
ni wen wo wei shen me
ba ni de xing tui hui
you ba zhao pian si sui hao bu hou hui
ni wen wo wei le shen me
kai shi he jiu
er qie mei ci dou he zui

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
rang ta jiao ni bao bei

woo~oh no no

bu yao shuo wo zuo de bu dui
bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui
yin wei wo zai wu yi jian ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
bu yao shuo zhe shi ge wu hui
qing bu yao zai wo mian qian liu lei
yin wei wo ming ming ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei
ni rang ta jiao ni bao bei..

damn suey...

lolz..today damn suey le..wuhuhuh..wake up early in the morning go work..with my STIM face..lolz..hahaha..today i kena 5 suey things..T_T..1st is i dint wear my helmet while sit motor go back office take things..LOLZ..those road some more not lorong kia..is those big roads..haha..is about from gp to my zho soon hse..example le..coz i don noe how many km was it..lolz..when i reach my office i just realise that i dint wear helmet come back..LOLZ..2nd is i step tiok bag eh roller..my last toe eh skin thore off..lolz..bleed alot..haha..3rd is my finger accidentally scratch from don noe wat things..4th is while i driving motor i drop something off..lolz..also not a big deal..take it back..n 5th..gos diz 1..really cham..lolz..i cheong traffic light while it was red..LOLZ...i see traffic light was green for go straight..so i though that turn right eh also green some more those damn motor n car go cheong so i also follow..but when opposite eh car nearly bang me n hon me i just realise that i cheong traffic light..hahaha..and i got many movie to watch..lolz..watch beh liao le..wakaka..got anime la..guai tam la..english movie la..chinese movie la..wakaka..so many movie..but tired to watch..lolz..gek gek..and i can drive jaguh go out le..wakaka..big motor..@@..nice to see but presure banyak..coz i scare fall down la..bang ppl car la..and etc..lolz..but i wont always drive ba..special function only drive..LOLZ..=P..till here..wakaka..go continue watch guai tam le..bubyez..=P

wesak day i saw her ..but just blip my eyes for a while she was gone..wanna see her for a few min also dint have those fate..seriously i miss her alots..

bitch bitch bitch!!!

FUCK OFF AND GET A LIFE BITCH!!!!!

Big Bang-Fool

Yeah (love is breaking) I know girl (you know my situation)
Right time but I can’t (say goodbye)
Girl (our separate ways)
Saying that I love you don’t cha?

Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I don’t have the c-c-c-confidence, don’t fool my t-t-t-two eyes
Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I’m s-s-s-still waiting for you like a f-f-f-fool

The withered rose bouquet, your scent still
Even though I want to erase it, it can’t be erased
Are you leaving only holding vague memories
I loved everything about you
Why are we trying to go down different roads
You should have been truthful, you should have embraced me
I don’t know anything but you, you should have held me, you fool…

I still don’t understand love
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool in front of your door
Hurt and turned away, only my sad image
Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

I love you, I don’t love you
You’re coming back, you’re not coming, I miss you…

Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I don’t have the c-c-c-confidence, don’t fool my t-t-t-two eyes
Don’t g-g-g-go don’t l-l-l-leave me and go
I’m s-s-s-still waiting for you like a f-f-f-fool

I’ve cried all night, I’ve called out to an unresponsive you
I’ve hid avoiding the world, the moment you left I’ve been dying
Still not a single thing has changed
The constantly deepening disease, only I’ve been hurting(This star) is (love) is tiring, you fool

I still don’t understand love
Why do you keep getting farther away from me
Like a fool in front of your door
Hurt and turned away, only my sad image
Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

Although I’m left alone inside me your memories hold onto me
Don’t separate from the last leaf, grab my hand

Take all of the letters and pictures you gave to me
Even if they’re thrown away they’re never erased from inside me
Because of my hopeful heart I stay up all night again
Will I not be able to let go of this little hope

Still unresolved misunderstandings
Inside there’s a longing for the troubled you
I miss you so at least like this in your
Heart I just want to live and breathe

Oh oh oh oh oh are you just getting farther away
Oh oh oh oh oh only my sad, turned away image

diz song gam sai me..lolz

bitch

sienz..life so meaningless for me nia..sigh..
my currently WMP song

1>fool
2>always
3>make love
4>last farewell
5>lady
6>sunset grow
7>don't understand
8>crazy dog
9>we belong together
10>remember
11>foolish love
12>wonderful
13>look only at me
14>haru haru
15>lie
16>heaven
17>number 1
18>oh,ah,oh
19>good bye baby
20>this love
21>next day
22>V.I.P [1 till here is all big bang songs]
start from 23 is Koda Kumi songs and my japanese n korean song till the end...

too sienz le don noe wanna blog wat..lolz..so blog my wmp songs ba..><..if wan my help to dl song..come..don shy..i wat song also hear..except indian..i will help u dl it n send to u..lolz..coz i wan new song also..=P..well..i am a person that without music will die..^^

FUCK OFF BITCH AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!i will be cold with u bitch..that time don say me lanc or wat fuck things..coz u bitch make me like that..

sunday

lol..well..my hair fringe short jor..T_T..but nice also..=P

sigh...

sigh..i ko zai dream tiok her...haihz...

sunday/monday

huhuhu..i sick jor le..@@..got flu,soar throat,headache and cough..sad..n diw few days i find many nice song..is from koda kumi..XD..her song was so nice..but after i heard her song i got some emo..coz is sad song..=.=..swt..and my zho soon...sob...really let her make my mood down le..but nvm ba..i try to wish that miracle come true..i still wishing that moment to come true and i really wish it will come true..and thz for jh from lending me his monitor..XD..and my monitor now got colour back le..nyahaha..

hmm..actually i wonder why my life is so so so bad..last time..when i am around 18..i wish to have a bike..so that i can go far far work..so i can fetch my gf go here go there..and i still remember i promise myself that after i got bike only find gf..but..now i already got bike..but things is still the same..still haven't got work and gf...i really don noe y my life was like that..cant i just have my happy life?i not that greedy..i just wan a work that i like n a gal that i like to be with me..itzit that hard?sigh..y world are so unfair..some ppl are not handsome at all but his gf are good..and some of them..their bf even is a ah tu ah kao..love act pandai pandai..but how also they got a nice gf..but y we diz type of person do not have diz fate?sigh..i just wan a happy life with person i like and a job i like..itzit diz so so so so hard..sometimes i really envy some ppl..they no need think diz n that..just live his/her life happy..haihz..i hate my life..i really hate my life..sigh..my life was full of hatred..can anybody tell me y..haihz..i really down right now but nobody gonna acc me..just my WMP that are playing sad song acc me..haihz..

low low low low..=P

lolz..well well..ntg to write bout today..lolz..wake up around 12pm ++..then eat bath then sleep agian..till 6pm or 7pm kua..LOLZ..coz really tired le..because wednesday nite i when to mois..weee ladies nitez..and sleep at 6am+++in the morning..that nite really best..that nite actually is ah kit friend geh bday party..lolz..actually chun,kevin and ksl planning to go also..but they $$$ problem..so left me alone with ah kit..LOLZ..i was so scare that i will bored at there coz i alone..but lucky no..haha..i meet many news friends on that nitez..XD..after mois around 3am+++ they say gonna have second round at one stop with other friends..duh..i was like har..coz i already low jor..T_T..i mean drunken..haha..till one stop i try to vomit a lil bit out kat toilet..coz scare later go up drink again..@@..but after go up not even 1h we all go mamak eat le..coz that place is for 'sok k' that things eh..=.=..i mean drugs..actually we don noe there is such place..abo we wont go d eh..ah kit say waste car petrol go there nia..haha..and got ppl call us eat..but we keep reject n 5 5 go back..@@..then we all when go mamak..watch MU..lolz..1-0..weeee..then reach home around 5.30am++++..lolz..but seriously i am addited to go clubbing..cham le..T_T..and i still missing you and waiting you..

water festival

well..today wake up early in the morning n go to thailand temple alone..i always wonder y i always go out alone..sigh..cont back my story sin..that temple is near pulau tikus there..coz they are having a water festival at there..so i go see see n pai pai..today is my first time go water festival..ntg special..just like we play spray when xmas nor new year eve..n many thailand ppl go..and i see 2 gina was so chubby..they were taking a water gun shot at ppl..haha..so fun when we were small..no need think things..just need to eat,sleep n play..and they were so discipline although they were very high..not like penang..play till 'bo lor'...


thats the 2 gina..

crying post

hi all..is been a while..i long time bo blog le..lolz.diz feel day still the same..ntg special happen..still haven got work..@@..i mean the job i need eh..lolz..well..actually i am still down and sad..sry for lying u all..i am just showing my happy face to u all but inside my heart is still down n sad..when i hear back dbsk song..i will suddenly start thinking and missing her..but how miss i also just can see her pic..till today..i still haven got any messsage from her..but nvm ba..take times ba..cant do anything but wait..y my life like that..i really sad with my life le..always go out also see many couple and see how lovely my friends with their gf/bf..seriously i very envy them..some ppl are not handsome at all..but his gf are so nice to them..now i realise y work eh ppl mostly of them go bet money for football call prostitute those things..they all are just same as me..coz they are lonely they have nobody but just friends n family..but i wont do those things for sure..diz world is not fair..some ppl have a good bf/gf they don noe appreciate it..but some ppl need a true love but don have..i think i better stop till here..my tears starting coming down..oyasumi and sweet dreams for u guys bad dream for me..