Decision make

well..i make my decision..aint gonna give up till my limit is over..gonna wait her sms and i will bla all out..i am back as normal..^^..so no need worry me ba..thz for everyone sharing feelings with me..blekzz...wat can i do is wait that golden time..lolz..=P..and for you dont always keep in heart when got problems..tell ur friends..coz we really care on you..^^..any way i still wan to save you..

bad luck

now a days i really don noe wats wrong with me..sigh..1st..my motor key lost..second things is today..i lost my ARC helmet..sigh..and third..i don wanna say ba..some ppl noe wats wrong with me with her..so no need i say here..sigh..but i really don noe wats wrong with her..haihz..i go sleep sin ba..abo later my zho soon kill me..nitez nitez..sweet dreams for u all bad dreams for me..

all i need to say

well..finally i take back my testimonial from that boss..but he mai hire me..T.T..too bad..need find again le..now my mouth so pain..when i brush teeth..bo siao sim kong tiok my teeth..lolz..now eat also pain..=.=..hiahz..between diz holiday..i n her eh relationship like lu lai lu far..mayb coz of exam ba..but i really don noe wat to do..honestly,i think i will lose u but i don wish it..sigh..now i noe y some people are saying love is blind no matter wat she done wat she did wat she do..my mind is still thinking of her..mayb my heart are belong to u?tonight i suddenly think back that time when i meet you..inside of my heart begin to have some kind of feelings with you..i don noe y also..any way if u let me be by your side even with a violent rain is falling even with strong winds i will protect diz love i promise you..diz post is just like a propose letter for her nia..but not le..coz i don have the courage to write it out n give her..sigh..really don noe wat should i do..sigh

i wish that i can save you

well..i start work again..so tired..day day over 8 only back..swt..just now take air cond eh si teh tiok my hand..knn..fuck pain..finger cheng ki lai..lolz..and diz few day..really haihz..she ko zai cold le i don noe she think hami again le..but i think is mayb EXAM ba..but still don noe wats wrong with her again..sometimes i really wish that i can save you but there's so many things that i don noe..and no matter what i do i cant make u feel better..any way i wont give up diz things till it's over[promise u..u noe hu u are huh..that always support me and tq tq]..i will try find the answer to help me understand her better..btw don cold cold le..if you fall i will pick u up off the ground..if u lose faith in you i will give u strength to pull through..but i really don noe how to tell her via sms..i just can write it here..as u all noe..v just noe each other bout 3 month ++..so her problem still cant fully tell me..nvm..i will always support u..wish that she can see diz..=P..well well..gonna go eat sambil watch gto..lolz..and once again..tq you for do so many thing for me..u noe hu u are again..=P

sad

HOW TO MAKE POSTING PRIVATE..if can teach me plz..tq..i wan bla all out le..beh tong nia..sigh

T.T

i am down sad disappointed confuse emo hopeless useless loneliness...sigh..
really don noe what should i do!!!!

sigh

gonna luan think again..haihz..i got many sim su wanna say out..but i find nobody to say..sad..haihz..

in deep shit situation..

left rm12 and rm8 syiling net net...gg.com for thin min hui..sigh..still havent got work to do..haihz..y u so useless thin min hui..sigh

T_T

I,田名辉promise Loo Whooi Meen that i wont simply think and think negatively anymore...

confuse..

gai..lolz..thz by hau lolx..she now noe jor i kao tiao her le..><..cham la..now don noe wan say it out or not le..or just keep it sin..tao tia nia..XD..hmm...now i think i just need to noe that she got feel or no to me sin le..if noe jor..i sure let her noe le..but..grrrr so hard la..T_T..i go oik sin..nitez..=P..wish that i can success..XD

Fang Jiong Bin-Huai Ren

na,yi shan che men
guan chu,wo men de lie hen
yi sheng jiu zhen duan le,hui tou de lu cheng

ai,wu fa jun fen
yi hou,jiu liu gei ni men
ye xu yong shang hai jie shu,ai cai geng dong ren

rong ren de ren qi shi bing bu ben
zhi shi ning ke dui zi ji can ren
ji ran ai bu neng heng wen
zhu fu jiu gei ni xia yi ge ren

ni shi hao ren,ye shi ge huai ren
dui wo tan cheng,zhi wei le chao ta kuang ben
bu neng fang ren,suo yi fang le
zhe dian tong,wo hai neng ren

wo shi hao ren,ye shi ge huai ren
fen de gou hen,ni cai you jie kou zhuan shen
ning yuan ai,yi dian bu sheng
ye bu ren,kan lian ren ai cheng lu ren

rong ren de ren qi shi bing bu ben
zhi shi ning ke dui zi ji can ren
ji ran ai bu neng heng wen
zhu fu jiu gei ni xia yi ge ren

ni shi hao ren,ye shi ge huai ren
dui wo tan cheng,zhi wei le chao ta kuang ben
bu neng fang ren,suo yi fang le
zhe dian tong,wo hai neng ren

wo shi hao ren,ye shi ge huai ren
fen de gou hen,ni cai you jie kou zhuan shen
ning yang ai,yi dian bu sheng
ye bu ren,kan lian ren ai cheng lu ren

san ge ren cong bu dui deng
zong you ge ren bi xu xi sheng
na yong heng,jiu deng ta dai ni wan cheng

ni shi hao ren,ye shi ge huai ren
dui wo tan cheng,zhi wei le chao ta kuang ben
bu neng fang ren,suo yi fang le
zhe dian tong,wo hai neng ren

wo shi hao ren,ye shi ge huai ren
fen de gou hen,ni cai you jie kou zhuan shen
ning yuan ai,yi dian bu sheng
ye bu ren,kan lian ren ai cheng lu ren

ning yuan ai,yi dian bu sheng
ye bu ren,kan lian ren ai cheng lu ren

Nitrus-Kamu

umpama bidadari
yang turun dari kayangan
indahnya yang tak berbandingan
terasa bagai disentuh bayanganmu
sesungguhnya kamu
terang bagaikan cahaya
yang menyinari hidup ku
dikala ku kelam..kelam
tercipta lah aku
tuk kali pertama
dan akanku butkikan
kesungguhan dari hati ini
hati ini

umpama bidadari
kau selalu menenangkan aku
biar kadangku terkeliru
izinkan akan menyentuh bayanganmu
sesungguhnya kamu
terang bagaikan cahaya
yang menyinari hidup ku
dikala ku kelam..kelam
tercipta lah aku
tuk kali pertama
dan akanku buktikan
kesungguhan dari hati ini
hati ini

sesungguhnya kamu
terang bagaikan cahaya
yang menyinari hidup ku
dikala ku kelam..kelam
tercipta lah aku
tuk kali pertama
dan akanku buktikan
kesungguhan dari hati ini
hati ini

interview..

tomoro gonna go interview le..wuhuhuh..wish can sucess..wakaka..if not le..i gonna go ask segi collage eh chef de things le..lolz..well..depend on tomoro ba..i will try to treat that boss is my friends..lolz..mai scare mai nervous..wakaka..=P..so to9 cant sleep late le..wuhuhu..so nitez nitez..=P

And and and

watashi MISS her alots..^^..nitez nitez..gonna go sleep le..sweet dreams..=P

code geass

hoho..well..i finally watch finish my code geass anime..is a nice movie..to who is anime fans..try diz anime..those story line is really nice..the story is bout war and a boy named Lelouch that wanna fulfill his younger sister wish that is a peaceful world and Lelouch sacrifice himself at last..the last part really make my tear come out ><..something like that le..u all sure wont understand wat i am saying..wanna understand more go buy dvd or go download..lolz..code geass lelouch of the rebellion..

tired

feeling so tired today..hahaha..sleep at 8am something..then wake up at 10am something then 12pm sleep back again..then 4pm something wake up again..wakakaka..i so late EARLY sleep coz mid night need prepared something to a pig..wakaka..bb..=P

sigh

well..it ends all tonight..and today rain so heavily..i kena till tam tam go back home..like bath huh..well..is good also le..so nobody noe that my mood are down..nobody noe i were sad..erm..don noe wanna say hami le..just wanna say that tmh is HOPELESS..

wat a fuck day

1st of it..my mom told me that my lai ma husband get beat up from those pig that wearing a knuckles..head bleed but lucky ntg happen..if do..they keonkan..and i really already fuck up...second my mom side grandma fall down from sxi stair there..third...plz wake up..don do anything stupig i beg u..diz is wat i can say in my blog..i don wanna spare all out..and u noe hu u are..fourth i feel that us no hope...fifth u don think ur thinking is all right..i dint mean that u no exp on love or wat shit i dint say that is just ur fuking thinking..i just say that u dint kena like us..if u do i don noe u will how..and u left..i stfu..and they add u in back..u say me those hurt words huh..fuck u..u really making me pisses off..my meaning on that just call u guys to THINK MORE POSITIVE don coz of a love destroy ur whole FUCKING LIFE..wat a fucking day..warn u guys don make me mad diz few days...

Eternal

As autumn leaves are carried by the wind
I place a jacket on the cold shoulder next to me
It seems like your strong voice and innocent face
Is shined on by the sunlight

In my heart, I always want to protect you
When we speak to each other, the air we breathe is visible
These overflowing memories are all for you
Our pleasant times together will always rest in my mind

You resemble a kitten when you're surprised by words
When I take your hand, you try to act like you aren't bothered

Tomorrow is filled with dreams we will face together
I feel as though we're creating our own paths

How far can I fly with your dreams?
I will wipe away all your tears

The light shines on us, showing its approval
It has combined our feelings without hesitation

Honestly, I think I will lose you
The truth awakens when I close my eyes
No matter how many times this season aproaches me
I will always swear to this love, that will never change

How far can I fly with your dreams?
I will wipe away all your tears

In my heart, I always want to protect you
When we speak to each other, the air we breathe is visible
These overflowing memories are all for you
Our pleasant times together will always rest in my mind

For this silent love, I sing to you, only to you

well..i am so sad that my computer life has gone 1..sigh..wat do i mean my com life is..once i open my com..i sure will open windows media player and msn live..but now my msn live i don noe wats wrong..i cant install it..haihz..since that i get a message from msn live when i wan sign in..it call me to updated if u wanna sign in..so i go for updated..so far so good..but once my till 16% it hang and say cant updated..so i close all..and install again..and it cant..sigh..till now i get help from msn live technical service..he give me those way it also cant be done..it give me several webside..also cant dl..i really don noe wats wrong..hiahz..i think is time to reformat..sigh..but my lovely song all..haihz..kek sim..

wow..today was a damn pek chek day..wake up at 12 something..my msn live cant sign in..it say that call me update if wanna sign in..so i press ok..but when i update eh si..it say plz confirm that u are connected to the internet..fuck sohai eh..but nvm..i already send report to the msn live centre there..lolz..and second 1..cc still haven reply my mail..haihz..diz is wat that make me so pek chek..coz is really important to me..but anyway..2.45 cc reply me..oye..diz is the time my mood chg back to normal..b4 that my mood was like wanna kill ppl..XD..i slam my door..open my song loud loud..and keep kick my com table and keep fuck here fuck there..LOLZ..but after that is ok le..XD..since they reply le..wakaka..btw tq tq those that helping me..nyahaha.oye..

colours and meaning of the roses

colours of roses symbols:
Red Roses-Love and passion
Yellow Roses-Friendship
White Roses-True love and purity of the mind
Pink Roses-Friendship or Sweetheart
Black Roses-Farewell

meaning of number of roses:
1 Rose = Love at first sight; you are the one
2 Roses = Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
3 Roses = I love you
6 Roses = I want to be yours
7 Roses = I’m infatuated with you
9 Roses = An eternal love, together as long as we live
10 Roses = You are perfect
11 Roses = You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
12 Roses = Be my steady
13 Roses = Secret Admirer
15 Roses = I am truly sorry, please forgive me
20 Roses = Believe me, I am sincere towards you
21 Roses = I am devoted to you
24 Roses = Can’t stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
33 Roses = Saying ‘I love you’ with great affection
36 Roses = I will remember our romantic moments
40 Roses = My love for you is genuine
50 Roses = Regretless love, this is
99 Roses = I will love you for as long as I live
100 Roses = Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
101 Roses = You are my one and only love
108 Roses = Please marry me!
365 Roses = Can’t stop thinking about you, each and everyday
999 Roses = Everlasting and Eternal Love can also mean that "I am Rich" and also "he is a sohai"

LOLZ..don noe true bo eh..copy from friends geh..wakaka..blekz

weee..3.18am le..i still not yet fall asleep le..sienz nia..feel like wanna go cc at farlim there..lolz..but don wan le..need to seh seh use money..blekz..1 more week nia..and v shall all meet again..blekz..and i wish that cc will reply my mail later..plz..really urgent le..if without ur reply..my plan are gonna destroy..T_T..so plz..i wish that later i open my com n see got a mail from cc(tq zho soon and terry for helping^^)..wuhuhu..later around 6pm++ gonna go out to coffee island..weeeeeee..should be more ppl today..and many hot gals to see..wakaka..see nia..ntg else le..zho soon zho soon don scold me ya..XD..i am a loyal de ppl..no need worry..blekz..after coffee island i sure they will go net city at tua pui lor there..confirm..nyahaha..and i gonna pawn a damn lc ppl..^^..well well..and i gonna make a wish..a wish that her mom will let her stay..sigh..coz is the only nite that i can see her face for a long period..well if her mom don let also no choices ba..and i miss her so much..><..cant stop thinking bout her..urm..till here ba..gonna go cont watch my movie..@@..porbably will watch till around 5 something n sleep..XD..nitez nitez and have a sweet dreams..

proud

I’m going to pass through quickly
Well I just wonder which season I’ve already passed
I walk passed the scenery I’m already use to seeing
I can’t slip away from the far away memories alone like this
So that I don’t lost the place that I go to…
That time I met you
On this street, I met you by chance
Even now I don’t forget, from that day on
Everything, like the sad things, the things I carried in anxiety, everything
Through your warmth changes into memories Proud of your love
The two shells I picked up
Once again the miracle of being able to meet you
If you let me be by your side
The inside of my heart will begin to have kind feelings
Even if a violent rain is falling
Even in strong winds
I will protect this love
If you are here then surely I can get over this
Because I am beginning to be able to think like this, so that I never loose this hand
Let’s always look towards the important times
On this street, we met by chance
Even now I don’t forget, from that day forward
Living, believing, will this is change into happinessForever, let’s walk together
Proud of your love

lol..today was quite fun..go butterworth whole day with my kai pa them..haha..1st v goeat lunch at ong cheng huat seafood..walao..there eh ppl u see tiok u will faint..lolz..so freaking many ppl le..XD..v wait at there bout 45 mins if no wrong..XD..after we eat lunch we go sunway carnival..ntg special..just a normal mall..n 7lo kia also less..XD..see gal nia..zho soon don scold me harx..><..shop till around 7 we going jln raja uda there eat hu lor..lolz..si peh ho chiak le..wakaka..then beside that hu lor got a nice nice nice nice temple of 9 wong yeh..u see tiok that temple sure get shock..coz really really beautiful..lolz..it coz rm7m to build that..we go in side pai pai n cham kun..haha..then around 9 something we go back to penang le..XD..well..till here..and faster march..i wanna go genting..weeeeeeeeeeeeee...curios..nyahaha..till here..nitez ya..XD

well..my life lu lai lu meaning less..haihz..day day at home don noe do wat..job i wan de bo..some more wanna go genting..really fuck up lerx..haihz..well..lets wish ba..it bets all in my ang pau money..ang pau money got..i sure will go genting..haihz..but if i dint have money..i also don noe how..but i wish to go..fuck hor?like that eh life really bo e su geh..all gods give me just a fuck life..that 24h think think think think and think..cant let me relax a bit huh?if last time i dint argue with dad ma ho lo..no need worry so much..haihz..all also my fucking life..i really hate my fucking life..can end my fucking life ma?I AM SICK OF IT..

tonight

Take my hand, hold me tight, and take a rest in my heart so that you might feel the heat simmering in.
Your embrace is warm like the early morning sunlight.
I can't take it. Your small shaking makes me want to put you on and never take you off.
Now I know why those people are saying "love is blind" I believe my heart belongs to you. I love you more than I do..
Like a fireball you're spreading a fire in my heart.
I love you When I saw you, when I touch you, when I feel you When I fall in love. You've got an endless passion.
I can feel you living and breathing inside of me to the fullest.
I don't have the courage to face these deep feelings. The love that you've given me is slowly swallowing me.
I know, our love's a miracle... You ease the pain in me and slowly the pain becomes my delight.. My love can be Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like the love sprinkled on the ground..like tonight.

hmm...nyahaha..time pass so fast..so fast already FEb le..XD..hmm...well..today go gp with the small bully big gang..lolz..i reach gp at 2 then go kim gary eat..n meet tiok jiau lan aka terry with his family..XD..hmm..don noe when i can like that go out with family together..but no need think bout it le..coz i noe the answer..is NO..XD..after that v go watch movie..sit front roll again..lolz..we watch wedding game..XD..not bad le diz movie..XD..then after that go eat again..lolz..AnW..haha..small bully big gang eh base..LOLZ..abyway today having fun..nyahaha..

nyahaha..today when to qb..watch red cliff 2 and eat lunch at tgi friday..haha..eat till so full le at tgi.haha..hau cant finish his food..gek gek..so sienz le..today..ntg do eh..after diz function go gamefree again..haha..at there play game..blekz..so till here..nothing blog also..XD..

nyahhaa..ntg to say la..
just wish u all have a happy chinese new year..blekz..XD..
ang pau many many..nyahaha..then give me some yeah..blekz..=P
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..nyahaha..