and thz to my lai ma n family n ke mak..n really sorry for disturb u all..really sorry..n once of all thz

seriously..............FUCK MY LIFE..y everytime like that..once i keep money and have extra money standby..something are always gonna happen..2 times..2 FUCKING TIMES...last time also like that now also like that..i just hate my fucking life..those extra money i wanna keep till june n sponsor rm400 for mois..now good lo..GOOD..sponsor my ass..now i need a way to keep my money back..fuck fuck..really fucking life..2 n a half month time to keep rm400...nt only rm400..is rm600..another rm200 is for dinner with somebody..i really is fucking speechless........................

o.O..already 10 pm..well..tomoro is monday again..time pass so freaking fast..=(..cant it be more slowly..i need a tattoo,i need a good line,i need to go gym and etc..awww..so many things to think..FML!!!

my dear tikus..<3 u..=D..bt somebody wanna take my dear tikus go cook soup..=(

lol..clash of the titans was awesome..erm i mean starting till the middle part..ending was sux..=.=..bt can say nice pun la..haha..i am just waiting diz end of month..was planing with jh them..1 day watch 2 movie..that is..iron man 2 and ip man 2..i think that day gp gsc will full of ppl..=)..tomoro gonna be a bored day..mom n dad go cheng beng kat ong sung there..so i will be alone at home..bored..chiak ownself again..=(..wish that tomoro nite friends ada plan..if nt i will bored at home..i hate stay at my hse on saturday..LOLZ..neway got to go bath n watch movie..aiks..today feel like don wan sleep early..haha..><..well..nitez..=)

time pass fast..and i still dint have any success in my life..sometimes i do feel i so useless..=(..bt wat can i do..the thing i can do is look forward..better don think so much n go to bed..=)..neway..thz chou bi stupig..=D..nitez n sweet dream..

thz for the chocolate milk n i -1 day work = -1 day salary..=(..awww sad..

i feel like going mois today..bt too bad..no kaki..=(..and i suddenly miss beach..LOLZ..i don noe y..haha..feel like going..><..bt bt..still need till my other half only i only go..=D

ou...bb zho soon..take care at there..=)..zho kong will miss u..hehe..=D

awww..hi zho soon..LOLZ..y zho soon only..coz she is the 1 that only read my blogz..=)..sayang zho soon lots..n waiting my KIM GARY..lalala..althugh she say 1901 hot dog..bt i mai..WAKAKA..jk jk la zho soon..=)..

well well..dah march..time is freaking fast huh..n i am still thinking that i don noe wanna buy her a present or leave it like that..awwww..so hard to do diz decision..if i buy for her will she happy or will i wasted my money..=(..i think that 20% is gone...=(

happy chinese new year????o0o la

13 days to go..n i still nt yt buy my new year shirt..gosh..mayb diz sunday gonna go buy..and i am fucking tired..day day work ot..=(..bt nvm..get salary that time is nice..=)..

Snsd-별별별 [☆★☆]

one two three
again one two three
stars i'm going to go crazy
however much i look,i cant see you oh babe
my two eyes filled with dead tears because of you
all because of you
my crying face alone blurred words oh babe
i promise myself not to cry again but i keep crying
what do i do? [i dont know what do i do]
me like this. [i don't know,i go crazy like this]
all because of you [really because of you]
i cant do anything because
i loved you like a star star star as much as a star
i found you far away
you were a shining star
star star star even if i talk like a star the words aren't right
i'm so frustrated,what do i do
i count one two but the end isn't near oh baby
because of the memories deep inside and my thoughts of you
all the things i couldn't say with you oh babe
to return me to you to send me near you
promise me [please promise me like this]
to the sky [my prayer to the sky]
comfort me [comfort me]
where are you please
star star star tell me star is it over
answer dont just laugh
star star star star please promise me that at least once
that i can fly to my love once again
star star star
uh baby star star star ahh
i loved you like a star star star as much as a star
i found you far away you were a shining star
star star star even if i talk like a star the words aren't right
i'm so frustrated what do i do?

i think i will never be ur man..i think is the time to give up..and i don care bout love anymore coz i am very very tired bout it..wat a great great great fuck life i got..well is ok..coz nobody cares..=)

love is like a drug..its makes u high and hav a lot of illusion and happiness....but in the end it will drag u to HELL!!!

i am tired of you..i dont care anymore..

i hate u..always find u but u don wanna reply..bt when u got problem i always beside u..wat am i acctually?toy?fool?so whatever la..my life was so lifeless..

nyahaha..too free so go to al ikhsan search for my shoe..=P..diz shoe i wan it since 1 year..don noe they still got stock or nt..wish still have..><..i even get diz shoe code 317523172..wish them still got stock..i very like diz shoe..=)

R.I.P

god bless clhs dragon boat team..those ppl are still missing..hope them they will be alive and come back..although i hate clhs ppl..bt..diz is about life n death..year of tiger really suey year..those who i care alot..plz..take care ur own self..don let me worry u guys and gals too much..especially the 1 i love..plz..

save me..i very broke le la..haihz..tomoro hp exp date..no money cant reload..sad sad..aiks..faster next week..my salary will be given on monday nor tuesday..if not i very broke..T_T..eat also no money le

aiming nike shoe rm179..GOSH..lolz..and ofcoz converse shoe also..wakakaa..shirt..i think next week or diz week shopping..=P..cny cny coming..=D

i wanna change my chatting style..i wanna be more amature..=)

i don noe wat to say..wat can i say is i don wanna care..thast all..i really don noe wat to do..sigh..somebody help me?plz..i very confused..plz help me those ppl who view diz blog..plz help..plz plz plz..beg u all!!!!!

so sienz..wat a boring sat nite..T_T..is sunday tomoro..where should i go?any idea?hahaha..i wanna watch ju-on n that paranormal..tomoro try ajak hau them..wakaka

yea like my friends said..mayb she is nt mine..or mayb i am too useless..

...............

sometimes i do wanna sms her..bt i don noe wat to say..well my heart sometimes is really abit pain..while she sms with other ppl well i do admit myself that i am jealous..bt i cant do anything..for me..feeling is cant force..is mine then is mine..is nt then u do wat things also nt urs..i don noe wat to do..sigh..very complicated..wat can i do now..is just HURT MYSELF..thats all..

wakaka

LOLZ..my jeans size 38..bt now i can wear 35..OYE!!!!!!!!!!!..diz 35size jeans is my form2 jeans bt i cant wear it since i form3 or 4 bt now i can wear it back..LOLZ..keep up the good work..i aint gonna give up..cb terry day day put me 'lang sui' i gonna show u..that i will thin..=P..

dead

i lend u a gun n plz pull the trigger and bang on me plz..i cant survive diz month..i very broke..=.=..i left rm30 for my outing money nia..plz bang me..plz..

i don't care anymore..thats it..sienz with it..

piece of crap..u can esc if u don like to read..

well well..is been awhile..today i was so bored..ntg do..so come blog..haha..well..wat i wanna say..sigh..actually i don noe wat should i do..should i sms her or not?bt for me i choose nt..today is her 1st day go work..i wanna send her a message and ask her how was today..is it tired?bt i don dare..my other feeling is like..scare that i will disturb her or scare that she will reply emo message to me..so i choose nt to send better..i really was caring bout her..bt i really don noe how to show it to her..so wat can i do is just keep in my heart..and emo myself..diz is wat i can do..seriously i wanna give up..bt i just cant stop thinking of her..and i officially missing her every nite..i wanna sms her bt i scare her reply was emo..is like i disturbing her..haihz..i really don noe wat should i do..i noe ppl will say go with the flow?yea i noe..just say it out is easy..bt when u do it..is hard..

and i very hate my family..i do have a family bt for me i think is nt a family..watever i ask bout money..my mom sure bla..they just cant talk nicely n discuss..everytime i say money..she sure bla...thats wat i hate alot..like just now i just saja say cny wanna come le..u wanna give me how many $ to give me buy clothes..and she started to bla..and i say i no money..then she say ur fault..really wtf u noe..cant she discuss nicely..the most i need to noe is y she just cant cincai close 1eye n give me some..just 1 year once..n is cny..should we be happy to buy new shirt right?bt for me i d feel diz year my cny sux alots..my dad is even worst..i don wanna say d..sigh..it makes me more emo..i noe i say my parents like that is wrong..i noe they are only 1..bt sometime i really cant stand it..i noe they are teaching me how to independence bt itzit a lil over??and i am jealous bout 1 things..why other parents can be so friendly with their child,y can talk jokes with them and lastly y they can take out their child to go for shopping??bt me..NEVER go out shopping with my family..sigh

well...i d got things to confused with her..and my family problem some more like that..making more things to confused..diz is wat i got in my life..nobody gonna support me..i was just supporting myself every day every nite..actually nt myself..i noe that some PPL was supporting me as well..thank you..neway..i think i will stop right here..wanna go to take a rest n sleep..nite..yea if wanna talk bout diz thing sms me or msn me..